Memory || KTH ✔

CHAPTER 4 : Ill fate

A workshop in NewYork, where we flew from Korea last night for a concept photo shoot.

We walked our way inside the set for the indoor filming, we were scheduled for that hour.

The dawn tomorrow was when I lost two most important people of my life. Although, it was Jae hyung's birthday, it always reminded me of Kimchi and our unborn son since they passed away on the same date, marking it the forth year without them.

At present, Jae hyung and Ji Hae were also here with me for a holiday. Since, he always celebrated his birthday with me, he threw a tantrum just to tag along.

It was Jae hyung's first time traveling out of Korea, so I thought we could have a small family vacation thereupon.

As for that, I was going through some online tourist guiding sites for better convenience. For a given, I went with the highest rated company NewYork had to offer. 

When everything was booked, they sent me the bio-data of the guide,  best suited to us, who knew both the languages well.

While going through it, I stumbled upon the very first column. The name reading as 'Kim Jae Ra'.

However, I couldn't be certain since the only picture they provided of the guide was implicitly blurry. My weak connection did not let me view it even after mutliple reloads.

For the first time in four years, this name popped up in front of my eyes.
I sent them the address to our set since I had to plan the vacation. And most importantly, I wanted to meet the person named the same as Kimchi.

After a while, as I was in my makeup room, my new manager entered and informed me of the her arrival.

I turned my gaze slowly. Even though a small part of me wanted it to be Kimchi, I still couldn't fully accept the sight.

It was her.

It was my Kimchi.

It was Kimchi before my eyes.

For a moment, I thought I was hallucinating her with my totally bewildered conscious. It was the meanest prank of my fantasy, yet utterly realistic to be a dream.

No seconds passed, I internally thanked the ultimate for letting me see her one last time, which I had been asking Him since forever.

I was looking deep into her eyes. Nothing had changed. She still had the same freshness in her expressions. The same innocence that complimented her gentle features.

JAE RA : Hello,Sir. I am Kim Jae Ra from Bon Voyage Tourism Agency, the tourist guide for your holiday package. (-smiles sweetly-)

My eyes instantly formed warm tears as my ears percieved her sound. That soft mellifluous voice, they had been yearning to hear.

I missed her caring nag, her selfless smile, her alluric scent, her enthralling presence. I missed her every day, every hour, every minute and every second that counted her absense.

I missed my Kimchi.

I felt the absolute delight in the delusion I believed I was in- deciphering it to be the dream that I had been dying to have every sleepless night.
Even if I was going to wake up, I just wanted to see her as much as I could. I was scared that if I moved my eyes away even for a second, she would inherently disappear into the thin air.