Randomly In Love

Chapter 29.1

Chapter 29.1 - So Sick

Ilang buwan na rin ang nakalilipas nang umalis si Ivan para pumunta ng ibang bansa. Hihintayin ko pa ba siya? Ni hindi ko nga alam kung ano na ang nangyayari sa kanya.

Para akong isang taong naghihintay ng flight… Hindi na lang namalayan na naiwan ka na pala ng walang pasintabi lamang.

Mahirap naman umasa sa walang kasiguraduhan eh. Ayun yung mahirap sa mga tao ngayon, maghihintay, masasaktan, maghihintay, masasaktan ulit. Bakit kaya ganon no? Minsan nga hindi ko rin alam kung sadista ako o masokista. Ewan, di ko alam, I don’t know. Naguguluhan lang talaga ako. Pasensya na.

Ayaw ko lang talaga kasi sa lahat ang maghihintay ng parang tanga. Siguro nga fourth year high school na ako but I don’t care. Sabi nga ng iba, ‘A love without pain is not love’ Ano pa ba pinapaabot ko? OO, PAG-IBIG NA ETUUU.

 SO GANO’N, DRAMAHAN NGAYON?

“Ugh! Codie! Stooooooop!” Tawang-tawang patigil ni Gaila kay Codie. Kinikiliti kasi siya ngayon eh.

“Anong stop stop! Ikaw nanimula ah!” Tawa rin nang tawa si Codie habang patuloy na kinikiliti si Gaila. Pulang-pula nga kakatawa! Kamatis slash apple slash kahit anong red na ang itsura ni Codie. Gahd.

“PSSSH! HUWAG NGA KAYONG MAINGAY! PDA NAMAN MASYADO!”

Katahimikan.

 

 

“Ay KJ!”/”Tss, ampalaya!” sabay nilang sumbat sakin.

“Aba’t ganyan na kayo ha! Naging magsyota lang kayo ganyan na kayo! SUS! Magbebreak din kayo!” I rolled my eyes heavenward. Nagpakahalumbaba na lang ako sa mesa na kasalukuyang pinaroroonan namin.  Aish. Lechugas na pagkabitter na ‘to. I don’t like this.

Tumabi bigla sakin si Gaila at inakbayan lang ako nang bigla. “Don’t be such a bitter, AdeLANA.” Here we go again with the LANA. “Naiintindihan naman namin na bitter ka. Of course, umalis ba naman bigla ‘yung minamahal mo? Aba! Dalawa pala silang minamahal mo. Tsk. Tsk.”

Inirapan ko lang siya. Like pwede ba, don’t include that stupid Jumi Fajardo. Parang ginawa lang akong December Girlfriend. Jeez, sudden coldness. Fudge.

“Good things come for those who wait. Let’s just say ganyan lang talaga ang mundo ng reyalidad pero bibiglain ka na lang niyan. Malay mo, something might happen.”

“You’re giving me false hopes, young lady. It isn’t helping you know.” Nararamdaman kong nangingilid na ang luha ko. Ang bigat-bigat na talaga kasi sa pakiramdam na umaasa ka. Gano’n.

“You might not appreciate what I am saying pero okay, I do understand you Adeleine. Hope you know that too, Payne.”

I hugged Gaila then I whispered, “Thanks bestfriend.”

I need another story, something to get off my chest.

My life’s kinda boring, there something that I can’t confess.

 

“Oops, someone’s calling you, I guess.” She continued.

“Ah-okay.” Pinunas ko muna ang luha ko at nag breathing exercise ng saglit. Hindi ako nakaiyak ng buwelo eh.

“Maybe that’s the communication you’re waiting for.”

Napangiti rin ako ng papano sa sinabi ni Gaila. I don’t know kung para lang sa pagcomfort lang yung mga sinabi niya. There are kind of ‘friends’ who comfort you just to relax you then there are kind of ‘friends’ who are going to confront you with the truth.

But I guess, ewan. In the middle lang ata si Gaila, I really don’t know.

“Hello?” I answered. “This is Adeleine Payne speaking.”

“Iha? Good morning. I know this is kinda shocking pero I really need to tell you this.”

Kinabahan ako bigla sa mga sinabi ng kausap ko. Kulang na lang ay lumabas na ang puso ko sa sobrang kaba. Ano na naman kayang balita ‘to?

“Uh-b-bakit po?” Hindi ko namalayan na nawala na pala si Gaila at si Codie. Aba, bastusan lang ah!

“You need to look BACK first.”

He gave an emphasis on the word BACK which made me shiver in angst or I guess, sa kaba lang talaga. Ayaw ko naman sanang tumalikod ng biglaan. Baka magkastiff neck ako ng wala sa oras. Damn, this is not good. Dahan-dahan akong pumapatalikod.

“Hi.”

O__________________O

“Ivan?! IVAN DANIEL AGUILAR?! D*MN! What the h*ck are you doing here?! I’M SO SICK BECAUSE OF WAITING FOR YOU!”

 

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A/N: After the long wait!! *drum rolls* Randomly In Love is back! Okay, sorry for the super, duper, ultra, mega late update. I guess this author’s note goes on a long message.

First and foremost, I lost my inspiration in writing. Well I mean, I wrote this like on my summer going to second year high school. That inspiration moved into another school because of such reasons and yeah, I lost him.

Second, I don’t have a basis for Ivan Daniel Aguilar anymore. Like okay, my first inspiration was gone and so does my second inspiration who was my former boy best friend slash former one sided love and I guess this is a pathetic reason since a good writer writes not only because of those inspirations.

Third, okay. I really do not know how my plot will work. So yeah, we go up, we go down, we go stable.

But I really hope I’ll end this before my high school life ends~  Damn, Randomly In Love is two years with me already and it’s such a shame I can’t finish it thoroughly. I’m so sorry Lovers.

 So please forgive me if this chapter is too short. Umm, I just want to put IvAde back. Hihihi >:D<

So okay, before this author’s note will end, I would like to thank all my friends who kept on supporting my works here on wattpad absolutely this unfinished project of mine. A lot are complimenting this story because they are shuddering in love. Well, I guess so. They told me that personally and virtually. God bless you earthlings! Love you xoxoxoxoxo