Harry's POV (NYC)
"You two take care a'ight?" Nana says to both Taylor and I from the doorway.
"You too Nana." Taylor calls out with a small wave before getting inside the car I closed her door and rounded up to the other side.
"Harry, get it together boy." She yells out as I was getting in. I gave her a smile and a reassuring nod before I shut the door.
"What was she saying?" Tay asked.
"Stuff about driving." I shrug. It was a lie tho, Nana meant it differently.
When Taylor was ignoring me, which she claims that she didn't, Nana was the only one I could talk to with no filter. It's easy talking to Nana she's the next thing I have closest to a mum (and Taylor) I kinda mentioned I'm confused with my sexuality and I like this friend but still not sure if I really wanna do girls cause I've really been so used to the dating guys thing.
"Indeed, you are one awful driver." Tay smirked. Isn't she done yet? I kinda spent all afternoon being the clown but I really don't mind if that means hearing her laugh and seeing that cute-ass scrunched up face when laughing.
It was nearly nine when we reached her apartment because we got stuck in traffic and that means more time to talk about things. You might think that we should have ran out of things to talk about because we're together the whole day but that never happens. We're bonded like that.
Taylor already went up and I got stuck with the security team, management hired. Stupid. They discussed a few things, like what time the plane leaves which is so early for my liking, how they're gonna smuggle me to the airport to avoid being seen and how I'm not allowed to go anywhere anymore like I'm planning to party or something. A big BS.
I followed Taylor but she was nowhere on the second floor, so I climbed upstairs and her bedroom door was left open, as usual, still she wasn't there but the sound of running water can be heard from her bathroom, so I guess that answers where she is.
So I minded my own business for a while and went on to take a bath too but by the time I got changed Taylor still hasn't came out of her bathroom how'd I know?
I'm lying down her bed right now. Staring straight in the ceiling, hoping she won't come out naked because that would be awkward or would it?
"Harry?" Her voice alerted me that she's out. I didn't look her way incase she's naked or barely dressed.
"Yup, that's my name." I answered.
"Of course it is genius!" She said in a muffled voice. She must be brushing her teeth.
Moments later she emerged from the bathroom, hair up in a messy bun, looking so cuddly. I just wanna cuddle her right now. Whats wrong with me?
She lied down beside me, making my arm as her pillow.
"Since when did girls start to interest you?" She blurted and I could try and say no but she knows me all too well to believe that. I'm surprised she even believed my alibi the first time.
"I don't know? I'm just getting attracted to them lately. It's like when we go out I should be more like checking guys out but girls just end up winning my attention everytime, like that one meet and greet we had I was subconsciously flirting with one of the fans, if the lads haven't told me I wouldn't have any idea that I did that, and that seriously freaked me out because I'd never flirt with girls. It doesn't make sense that I can't help it lately." I sigh.
"Are you confused?" Tay asks eyes landing on me.
"If you call that confused then yes." She can feel that it's a very hard thing for me. I'm in denial and I think I won't even convince myself that I'm getting more and more into girls lately and the thing is Taylor is the reason why I'm attracted to the opposite sex which makes it harder and twisted.
