December 14, 2015 (London, UK)
7:13am
Harry's POV
It's like the first time I've lied in bed beside her. Watching her steer and often crinkle her face while sleeping makes me wonder how luck I am. She makes me so happy in ways no one even I thought wasn't possible.
Who would have thought I'd be capable of putting my feelings into words right? And correct words, I suppose, because I think I just had the best/awkwardest night of my life last night.
I know from the start that I wasn't cut out for the boyfriend material thing-y, especially when it comes to sex with women but Taylor she never did once make me feel worse about that last night.
She was welcoming, patient, and understanding, with me last night. I told her I didn't know what I was supposed to do because first off It's my first time having sex with a woman, I didn't actually know how things work but she- she enjoyed guiding me through it but it didn't stop her from making dick jokes while we're at it, she was like the last thing she wants is for me to expect a dick the moment she removes her underwear. And I can't believe how she had the time to make dick jokes when I am about to have my first with her, a woman with woman parts.
And I wasn't sure if I did it right but I'd like to think that she was understanding enough to understand that it's new for me. All of it. And God did it feel more amazing than the ones I've had with guys. It's a holy experience.
And just like the first time I tasted her lips, I don't think I'll be able to stop myself now that I know how she felt.
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10:38am
"Do you think they know?" She asks as she was applying make up which for me is not necessarily needed
"Who knows? After all they're all busy being wasted and we got pretty caught up last night too." I winked at Taylor which made her cheeks blush.
I'm afraid we didn't only do it once last night and the early part of this day but still it's something you'd never see coming.
Our management was hosting a private farewell Lunch party for One Direction, and it's gonna be held in a exclusive garden just around London so there's just a few people invited. If it were up to me Taylor and I would ditch it but Taylor said 'it's a last time after all so it wouldn't hurt your butt to eat lunch and mingle a bit' And she's right.
Taylor was wearing a black dress, just a simple plain black dress and yet the moment she walks into that place I know she's gonna shine the brightest. She's so beautiful and I would never let anyone dull her shine.
"Babe, you ready?" I ask as she was staring at herself in the mirror.
"I don't have a choice. And anyways you look gorgeous I can't let you walk in there alone. Nah-uh." She says wrapping her arms around my waist and claiming my lips.
You know what? Thank God for no smudge lipstick.
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"What's going on between you and Taylor?" Grimmy smirked.
And that was when my brain went to override, though I can't let it show. I know that Taylor and I aren't friends, we can't be friends not after fucking the brains out of each other just a couple hours ago before showing up here, together. We are way past being just friends.
We've been missing in action since last night at the after party the xfactor uk threw for the band. I basically dragged her away from there and brought her to my humble abode and some feelings that we've been feeling and restraing for months were said outloud and yeah, that happened and i never thought I would have done that.
