Auxilia🌹

~Broken~

Broken into pieces
Parts no one can seem to find
They just don't see
How every time they
hurt me, beat me
Another microscopic part splits again

It doesn't see seem to end
The suffering I have is only one part to compare
To the world of hurt I know others share

Some days I take it easy
Some days I fight for it to stop
Yet it always end the same
Tears leaking down my face
The salt that burns my lip

I pray
I hope
I dream
Of a better day
One in which
I can be me
Flaws and all
And the would love me for me
Not who the want me to be

But it is what it is
Non existent
That day has yet to come

It might never come
No one can see
My friends rarely see
The parts that I try to
Lock within a smile

Sometimes I wish for there to be
A hero in my story
The one who will set me free
Of the chains lined with pain

But alas once again no one can
See the broken person inside
Of me

The day I die
When I cry my last cry
Maybe someone will
See this broken person

For who their meant
To be
But like the moon
That comes and goes
My hope only lasts
A few seconds before
It flees

Leaving broken me
    
Jess 🌹

Dedicated to all those persons out there who are hurting no matter how big our small it might be
Know that someone cares
All you have to do is ask

I know the pain might seem unbearable and you want it to go away. It's only gonna cause more if you go

So keep on fighting , keep on crying , keep on doing what you do

Because after the storm comes the rainbow and that alone is worth fighting for

And I know right now in your mind your asking why must I listen to her when see might have a perfect life but coming from a girl who lost two close friends to suicide and almost lost a close cousin to the same poison to seeing her own friend try to cut them selves and stopping one from doing it too
I know some of the pain your going through a d trust me when I say it's gonna be worth it in the end