Yoona's Pov
" I don't have a mother. I don't have one." I confessed to Ms. Jessica.
Up until now, madness is still wrapping my heart. I should have forget it since its been a long time but I dont know why I cant even throw it out of my mind.
Tears starting to form on my eyes thats why I turned my back on Ms. Jessica and just stared on my dad's picture.
This topic should not be open. But, I cant blame Ms. Jessica if she was curious. She let me stay and gave me a work, she should knew everything about me for her to trust me. If I was on her shoes and Im the one who's helping her then Ill ask everything about her too.
" Yoona. I'm sorry. I should not have ----
I turned back on her. About to tell something but I choose to just shut up because Ms. Jessica has this guilty look and also pity towards me.
Tears already fell from my eyes and even how hard I try to stop it, its still keep falling.
" Im sorry. " I said, wiping off the falling tears in my cheeks.
She shouldn't be seeing me like this. This is so embarrassing.
" Sssshh. Go on. just cry if you want. Just let it out. "
I got shocked when Ms. Jessica pulled me into a hug. She's now holding me in her arms while tapping my back using her hands.
I somewhat felt comfortable with her. It's like, she has this feeling that can make someone feel comfortable around her.
Now, I totally break down on her and cried my heart out while she's comforting me.
Its like, things are still fresh from me that it is so hurt. I missed my dad. He's the only one who can make me calm everytime I remember my hurtful past. And, now that he's gone. Im surely be a mess if I remember it again or someone makes me remember it.
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*kringggggggggggggg ~~~~~~~
I lazily ran my hand in bed looking for my phone without opening my eyes. My eyes kind of heavy and Its hard to open.
I continued looking for my phone using my right hand but I cant still find it so, I sat up and tried to open my eyes then my phone stop from alarming.
*yawn~~~~~
I rub my eyes then do some stretching to make my body in conditioned then went to restroom to wash my face.
I did my morning routine inside the bathroom then stared on the mirror for a while.
This is it! New day, New life! Im Yoona, hwaiting!!!
I cheered myself up then smiled to my own reflection.
You'll be okay :)
The last words I said to myself before I step out of the bathroom.
I went near bed to look for my phone and I saw the edge of it below the pillow. I hope up in bed then took it then hope off to arrange the bed sheet and the pillow.
* Ghrrrrrrg~~
My stomach started to growl due to hungry that I'm feeling right now.
I forgot that,... I haven't eaten last night.
I checked the time on my phone and it says that its 05:38 am. Too early to wake up.
I decided to went out of the room then make my way to the kitchen thinking that maybe Ms. Jessica is already awake.
But I was wrong. She's nowhere to be found on the kitchen. Maybe she's somewhere, maybe in the living room but I pass by the living room and no one's there.
Did she already go to work or still sleeping?
But its too early to go to work.
