“Did you sleep well last night?” I was awake the whole night thinking what really had happened because everything can’t just sink in on my mind.
“You didn’t let me sleep.” I muttered back in a low voice as I’m trying to be as quiet as I am so Mr Park, Ms Jung’s driver won’t heard us.
Ms Jung’s driver already went back a few months ago after his long vacation. And Mr Park was really a good man, which I’m guessing the reason why Ms jung is keeping him behind.
“About last night.” Ms Jung mumbled again.
I should be seated next to driver’s seat but Ms Jung instructed for me to seat beside her and I can’t really say no as she was my boss.
“Can we not talk about it, Ms Jung?” I don’t really want to talk about it that’s why I didn’t join her in breakfast a while ago and only showed myself when we need to finally go to work.
“Why are you avoiding it?”
“Because I’m confused…... I will try to avoid it until I get myself sorted.” Why am I being cold anyway? I’m not even mad to what happened I just really can’t believe that it actually happened.
There’s a moment of silence.
“I finally did it after hesitating a thousand times.” I quickly turn my head over her to what she said.
“What do you mean?” I asked but I only got a smirked in return coz she already went off the car. I open the door to my side and followed her inside the company.
Everyone greeted her politely and she greeted them back happily. I walked slowly tailing her from behind as she was now on the phone talking with someone.
She motioned for me to follow her inside her office and I hesitate at first but my mind cleared to me that I have to, because Ms Jung is still my boss.
Ms Jung sat on her couch instead on her swivel chair and told me to sit on a single one.
“Yoona,…… About last night----“
“Ms Jung I think this is not the good place to talk about that.” I said and there’s go this nervousness again.
“Just listened to me first, okay?”
“Ms Jung I-----
“I love you…. There, I already said it.”
What?.............. Is...... Is this some kind of joke?
“It’s not funny unnie.” I said as I concluded that she was just making fun like she was always doing.
“You think it’s some kind of a joke?” She asked and I nodded “Then, maybe I can show you again how true it is.” She then stand on her feet then step towards me and when she was now in front of me she lean her body while I quickly moved back. She kept leaning and I kept moving ‘til my back hit the backrest of the couch. She grinned as she corner me with her whole body. Both arms was on the backrest while one of her knee was between my legs.
I swallowed the lump on my throat as my heart was skipping its beat.
And what is this sudden radiant heat from my lower region? How come I'm feeling this thing?
She locked eyes with me, and just like yesterday, I froze again. Her eyes went down on my lips then back at my eyes again as permission was on it. But then she lean out and stand on her feet.
“You see, I really love you but I want to prove it in other way not on this way.” She said as eyes was still on mine. “I planned of showing how I felt for you without saying it but then yesterday night, I haven’t control myself anymore that’s why I did that. Which I got scared after, because you can be mad and start being uncomfortable on me.”
Okay, this is so unbelievable! I heard it again, those three words and she said it twice. Should I really believe her now?
“Yoona…. Come on say something. I’m gonna pass out here any minute because of nervous.”
“I don’t know what to say.” I said as I bit the inside of my cheek. This is a mind blowing. I can’t still believe what I’m hearing from her.
“At least just tell me what’s on your mind right now? Or if you’re mad because of what I did last night.” Sadness and scared is what I’ve noticed in her voice.
So, she do really have feelings for me for her to showed how scared she is if I get mad because of the kiss?
"I'm really sorry for what I've did, it wasn't plan, really. I just really lost control. Please don't be mad at me."
I let out a sigh. Why am I getting guilty just because I'm seing her like this? By any chance, do I have feelings for her too, but just haven't notice it not until now? But that can't be. I know I'm straight or I'm not?
"Yoona, please. I'm really sorry."
“I’m not mad.”
Her face immediately lit up “Really?” I nodded and I can see how expression was becoming brighter. And she spoke again. “Then will you go out with me?”
“What?” I suddenly got surprised. Does she want to date me?
“Let’s have a date.” There she said it herself.
“No.” I said. I don't think its right.
“No? Are you turning me down?” She asked while eyebrows was knitted.
“No.” I said again.
“Why are you saying no to both question? Do you habitually say “no” when you answer a question?”
“No.” I really don't know what to answer. Because I don't really know what's my answer.
“I’ll just ask you again, later. Come on, let’s head to conference room now.”
Okay! God Gracious!
This is too much to absorb.
Confessing then asking me on a date? Ms Jung, seriously?...... She must be kidding me!
This not a good joke, I'm saying!.....
