ain't it such a fucking paradox?
you fucking me over
made me realize things
that changed me for the better.
i laugh at dumb shit you did
when I'm by myself,
and don't even miss you
while I'm at it.
maybe because I never
considered you "gone"
know you so well,
you kinda live inside me by now.
wish I meant that literally.
YOU ARE READING
the letdown
Poetryself destructive thoughts and discoveries mixed into somewhat poetry.