you ever have someone not care about you enough to turn on you?? yea shordy how u gonna go ahead and take all that effort to do me wrong when ion even mean shit to you?
there's just stillness. nothin but that from their side, slowest form of torture. it's truly unintentional. something else's controlling them, making them overlook everything (including you, yes indeed) that isn't it. same way they run you. it's like a food chain. the situation they in awfully understandable to you. you'll realize you really did fuckin not want this kinda insight. to know how the true nature of this kinda neglect, shit hurts. there's answers you already know which you've been running from. this is one of them.
begging for closure all the time, shit's been right here. you gonna run from that too?
YOU ARE READING
the letdown
Poetryself destructive thoughts and discoveries mixed into somewhat poetry.
