the letdown

futile attemptz

where did it all go?
i never found out why
you said those things to me.
you know the ones that gave me goosebumps everytime,
even when I knew damn well
you'd say better ones to her
as soon as I turn my back?
words moving enough to make me
deliberately overlook how your
actions contradict them.
hate to admit, but their absence gets to me.
maybe you realized
I ain't got shit to offer.
I wish you liked how I swallow
my pride to get to you in times
when I can't stand the distance.
come here, make me forget the pain you caused once more.