(Shawn)
Too many thoughts inside my head, I can't take this anymore
The stupid people at my record company want me to write a sad song that's about a breakup and I can't write a song about a breakup because i don't know how. As stupid as that sounds, I just can't
I crumble the 10000th piece of paper and dramatically throw it into the trash can
I'm pathetic, I have all the other songs for this EP done that they like, wait why does it have to be something they like, it's my music, I'm gonna write something I like, and if they don't like I don't give a shit. Woah Shawn calm down
There's just too much pressure on my shoulders, it feels like theres weight on my shoulders and I cant lift it.
i cant life the weight.
(Nicole)
"I WISH THAT I COULD WAKE UP WITH AMNESIA
AND FORGET ABOUT THE STUPID LITTLE THINGS
LIKE THE WAY IT FELT TO FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO YOU
AND THE MEMORIES I NEVER CAN ESCAPE
cuz I'm not fine at all" Ashlee, Amanda and I scream on the top of our voices like little kids in my bedroom
I love having friends that like the same bands as me.
"Nicole, can Caitlin come, she asked me"
"Yass" "ooh and tell her to bring Matt"
"Ohhkay Nicole and Ashlee, she will be her in a minute"
"Okay"
When caitlin arrives, we hang around in my backyard listening to music and on my trampoline "so, how's Matthew Caitlin" Ashlee asks jumping up and down
"Good I guess, I mean he went back home, but I FaceTime him every night, I'm gonna go to his house next time, you guys in?"
"Sure"
"What about you Nicole"
"Shawn is Shawn" I say doing a front flip "what?" "Oh I get it"
"Hey Nicole, can you come in here for a second" my brother calls from the back door
"Um sure"
I skip across the yard and walk inside to a quiet Sam "what's wrong sam" I ask concerned "um, remember i told you I was seeing someone"
"Yes, is this bad or something, cuz the way you're sounding"
"Oh no, I'm just a little sick but yea, I want you to meet her, Meadow"
"Oh ok, I used to know a girl meadow, she was one of my close friends until she moved"
"Oh, she's on her way now" he says happily "I see you are excited"
"Yea I like her a lot actually" "Aww"
A/N aye ppls Next chapter soon. You'll see😏😆 I'm so bad a writing I apologize THID story is going no where😂😕 bye
