(Nicole)
"cuz your perfect, does that answer your question?"
I blink a couple times to see if I was just seeing things.. Yea I see my idol in front of my face.
"Harry?"
"Hello love" holy shit
"uhh, hi" I say, it came out awkwardly and I hate myself right now
"So, I heard your birthday was last week, is that correct?"
"ye-ea" "well happy birthday"
"thank you, you are harry styles right" how stupid can you be Nicole "yes I am, and today is going to be the best day ever" i turn around and look at caitlin freaking out, well I can tell on the inside she is, fangirl senses, then I look over a shawn, he smiles and waves. I wave back
"oh, thats cool"
"well, lets go meet the other lads, shall we?!"
"Okay"
"NICOLE, NICOLE" I hear someone scream. my vision is blurry and i cant tell if there is a person in front of me or not.
I feel like someone is shaking me back and forth. "Guys, shes coming to" I see people in front of me. Its my old friend Carter and Taylor from magcon
"Nikki"
"whats going on?, where's Harry? Where are we?" I see Caitlin and Amanda walk over to me
"Harry? Uh Nicole, did you hit your head a little hard"
"What are you talking about, Harry and the boys were taking me to six flags"
"Nicole, One direction is in Miami right now and we are at Amanda's family's country house, you are always here, remember?"
"Oh and to add something, you got your little bf all scared and paranoid, he was like pacing back and forth for like an hour strait talking to him self
"Uh, I don't remember a thing, all I remember was that I was texting my brother and he said something, and everything went like black I guess, and was I really out for that long"
"Yea, you gave me a heart attack nic" caitlin says "I'm sorry"
"Well are you ok now, do you need a glass of water or something?" Carter offers
"Um, yea sure, water would be nice, I'll get it"
I am walking through the front yard as the others are behind me, I see Amanda and Shawn talking to eachother,
Amanda gets up leaving Shawn, he then walks away to the cobble stone path, looking at the ground,n says something
I think he's singing actually
I can't scream his name cuz my head is pounding so I slowly walk towards him instead of getting the water
I'm watching him sit on the ground singing this really catchy song, I think he wrote it because they way he sings it, it's perfect.
"So for the past hour you have been in your own world" he turns around and walks up to me. I'm confused with his actions. "What?" I ask, chuckling a little. "You blacked out." He says, the expression on his face fades. "Oh yeah, I know that, Shawn. But what do you mean I was in my own world?" I ask, concerned. I didn't know what he meant and I felt hurt. "usually when people faint, they have weird little dreams or something.....okay I'm-I'm sorry I'm awkward, sorry."
"What's wrong, this isn't like you"
"I was nervous okay? Sorry, I'm weird when I'm nervous, I have a fucked up heart"
"Noooo you don't, you cared about me, thats not f ed up at all, thats sweet Shawn, not a lot of people care about me"
"Only if you knew how much I actually cared about you" he mumbles "what?"
"Nothing, can we just forget about it, go inside and have a good time"
"Yea" i smile and hug him and take his hand and we walk inside.
I feel bad, Shawn was like out of it today, and I'm worried about him.
A/n idkkkk I'm sorry I'm sorry but Amanda slays and is the best writer in da werlld
