As we got to homeroom I looked at Hope and stopped her right in front of the entrance and grabbed her hands.
"What's wrong?" she says worried looking
"Has anyone ever told you that your so beautiful"
"Aha, don't lie to me Alex"
"I'm not like your the most beautiful girl iv'e ever seen"
"Alex..." I see her start to turn red and her hands grow warm.
I start to turn red too and her eyes widen, I realized what i look like and looked at her, I grew sad and a tear jerked down my face, i pulled away from her knowing there's not a possibility that a beautiful girl like her would ever like nor love me. I walked in the class and told her I was going to sit somewhere else for today because i didn't want her to see my pathetic weak side. She agreed that it was okay.
*HOPE'S POV*
I know that there is something wrong with Alex, I want to ask so I guess i'll just wait till math and then i'll talk to her about it, if it's about the fight then i'll talk to Jay and get more in tell, but I don't think it would be about the fight, cause that's not really something I would imagine her crying about. I wish I knew these things, but I don't. I'll do whatever it takes though, her smile means everything to me and seeing her happy is the best gift I could have ever received. I just wish I could tell her how I felt but I don't want her to leave me because i know there's no way a strong beautiful girl like her would or could ever like or love a girl like me.
*Bell Rings*
*ALEX'S POV*
I start off to math iv'e about now have calmed down and meet up with Hope in the hallway and she seems a little off, no smile, frown, tears, nothing she just seems like shes not even there. HUH is it my fault? Oh No.
"Hey Hope you okay?"
"Yes i'm fine, but are you okay I saw you started to cry and then you ripped your hands harshly away from me."
"Oh i'm okay I...I just...I Li-like this one girl and I am almost certain she does not like me back and I, guess I just got very upset at the thought that I want her so bad but I know she would never like someone like me"
"ARE YOU KIDDING?! WHO WOULD NOT LIKE YOU YOUR AMAZING YOUR BEAUTIFUL, SMART, AMAZING, BAD ASS, YOUR EVERYTHING I....Uh...Your just amazing and i'm sure she likes you. Just tell her how you feel." She says with her head down looking at the ground.
"You think I should tell this girl how I feel?" I say giving a straight face
She gives a fake smile "Yeah definantly"
"And what happens if she says no"
"Then you still have me" She says giving me a hug from behind.
Will I though...
"Okay well meet me under the bleachers after school" I say with a smile.
"Okay i'll be there"
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I'm in love with a girl Part ONE
RomanceThis is a very MATURE book, I suggest 13+. This book is about a girl who just started Junior year in high school named Alex, she is very boyish but still has her girly side, anyways on her first day of Junior year she walks into home room and sees a...