Poetry Stuffs

Confession

I've planned to this a lot of times
But every try that I do is a fail
There is this undescribable feeling inside me
That makes me go back each time I do this

I tried to make a letter
And then give it to you
But even writing a letter becomes very difficult
Because the only thing that comes in my head is you

I wanted to give you a gift
But I asked myself
What should I buy for a gift
Roses? Chocolates?
I think those wouldn't work

I planned on having a grand confession
A romantic one, that's a fabulous thing
But here I am, asking me again
Will you like that? Will you like me?

One thing is for sure
I want to say that I like you
But I cannot do this, why?
Why do I don't have the courage to tell you

Then a thought I popped in my head
Why not tell you directly instead?
But how could I tell you?
I'm not brave, what should I do?

If I don't do this now
I may not have you
You have it all, you're so beautiful
Many people likes you

But how can I do this now
When I'm with you, even a word I can't pronounce
How can I tell you?
How should I tell you?

My heart beats and beats
It wants to tell you
Still, this confession lies on my courage
Will that day come?

(September 29, 2018)