Who?

chapter 18

Chen POV

After school I noticed InSu walking home by herself. I wanted to walk with her but I had to go to Kai's house to help him with something. After Kai's I went home and my parents were still at work. I went to the kitchen to grab a drink until the doorbell rang. I walked up to the door and opened it and I saw InSu. "Hey" she said, "hey" I said back. Her voice sound weak and her eyes were red and puffy. "InSu are u ok?! Come in!" She walked in and I lead her to the couch. She gave me a note and I read it. "How...how could he just leave u like this?!" "He...didnt even say goodbye...h-he just thought he could just leave and not talk to me about it! Im an idiot!" "No ur not!" "Yes I am! I told myself I cant fall for him knowing he'll break my heart but I ignored it and fell for him! And now look at me! Crying over him! I loved him but I guess he didnt." She started crying nonstop and I hugged her as her eyes became waterfalls. "I shouldnt have fallen for him, if I just ignored him this wouldnt have happened! He was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, and my first love." This was the first time I've seen her cry since InSu is a strong person. "InSu u should know that Tao isnt a bad guy. He made u happy. And it said he had to go back to China." "But he couldn't have talked to me? I dont care if hes going to another country! He cant make these decisions and just leave without talking to me or saying goodbye! Im sorry I made ur shirt wet." "Its fine itll remember me the first time I've seen Kang InSu cry." She gave me a small smile which gave me hope. "Hes not worth those tears. U should be a guy who would prevent those tears and only spoil u with love. Someone who cares about u...like me."

InSu POV

I looked up at Chen with wide eyes at what he just said. "Chen-" "I dont want any answers since u and Tao just broke up, but I started to have these feelings about u that I cant get rid of. I think I like u InSu." My crush just said he liked me. I've liked Chen ever since Jr. High and I've always dreamed of this moment. Literally I've dreamt of this moment. He hugged me tightly and I hugged him back. I closed my eyes but Tao came to my mind. I saw his soft blonde hair, those adorable panda eyes, and his breathtaking smile that I just love. But he left me not even thinking about my feelings after being together for a year. "Chen thank u, ur the only person I can talk to." "Im always here for u." He embarced me into his famous warm hug only he can give. We just held onto each other and didn't say anything for a few minutes. "I should go home before it gets dark." "Ill walk u home." "No I wanna walk home alone." "U sure?" "Yea, thanks for everything Chen." He hugged me one last time and kisssed my left check. I just walked away until I got home and it just hit me! Chen just kissed me on the cheek!! I sat on my bed holding my left cheek and a smile crept of my face. Chen confessed to me, I've waited for this moment for years and it finally happened. But I just broke up with my boyfriend, how can I like someone right away?! I lied down and closed my eyes.

~FLASHBACK~

Tao told me that be wanted to have our date at his place. I wore my white oversized knit sweater and sky blue jeans. I slipped on my white converse and walked to his place. I got to his door and rang his doorbell. "Hey babe" Tao greeted me with his panda hugs. "Hi oppa!" He lead me to the theater room that had a huge TV a huge couch that stretched out like a bed. There was pillows and a large blanket to fit both of us. A table was by the couch with soda,popcorn, and a box of pizza. "Oppa I love u." "I love u too." We got comfy as we watched The Avengers, a few romantic comedies, and disney movies. "Oppa this is the best date ever" I said as I was snuggling against him. "Anything for my girl" and he kissed my forehead.

~FLASHBACK ENDS~

I woke up and new tears were all over my face. No I cant just cry over some guy who broke my heart. Im stronger than that! But I remember Chen's confession. What should I do? After thinking for a long time I walked to his house and knocked on the door. "Hey InSu." "Hey I need to tell u something,  something I've never told anyone else before. "Come on in." We sat on the couch again. "So whats up" he asked worried. "We've been best friends ever since we were little. But ever since Jr. High I've...had this crush on u. I didnt want to ruin our friendship so I hid it and it disappeared when I dated Tao, but now I think the feelings are back." I looked down not wanting to see his reaction. But he slowly lifted my chin meeting his eyes and slow. "I like u too" he said as he leaned in and kissed me.