Against His Wish

Chapter:-31 You don't have to act anymore...

Radhika's p.o.v

Staring at the ceiling and thinking about my life, I was so immersed to even bother about anything happening around me. I came back to reality only when someone broke my trans and took me out of thoughts of self pity and loneliness.

"You... are not unlucky... we are and especially me... I'm and idiot..."

Looking at the person my heartbeat started raising rapidly, he was standing there with a bag and flowers.

He came in and made himself comfortable on stool beside me, he was looking so calm and composed.

Whereas me on other side was trembling like a leaf. I tried to move away from him, but wrong move it only caused me pain and I screamd in agony.

"No... don't move..." he said sounding concerned, is he again faking it.

"Wh.. what.. are... y.. you.. doing h... here..." I asked him.

"I.. I.. ju... just came... to see... you"

"Yo... you... can g... go.. no.. now..." I tried to tell him clearly but shuttered as always when I'm alone.

"No... Radhika please listen to me..." he said.

"I'm sorry for each and everything I did, I know you trusted me and thought me as a family, but I'm being a fool messed it up... now look you are here only because of me I'm... sorry... I know it's nothing in front of all those awful things I did it with you... but please find it in you to atleast forgiving me..." his voice was so sad but maybe it was act as well.

"Xa.. Xavier..." I said but before I could continue he stopped me.

"Actually don't forgive me it will lessen my guilt and it would be unfair to you. let me drown in self loath and guilt." He again blabberd.

I only wanted to ask him why he hated me to such extent.

"Xav... Xavier... why... do... hate me..." my eyes were filled with tears and everthing  hurts.

"I... don't... hate... you... I was just so disappointed and angry on your brother, he was the one behind Sam's kidnap and accident and you being his sister I thought..." he stopped for a second and looked at me sadly.

"Yo... you... were... with... him... I'm sorry I know I'm a fool and a idiot I should have checked everything before jumping on a conclusion and treating you that way..." his eyes were red but they didn't have any impact on me I was stuck on one sentence.

"Yo... you..
were... with... him.."

"Yo... you... were... with.. him..."

"Yo... you... were... with... him..."

"Radhika are you ok... you... were staring at same place for about five minutes..."  he said.

"Who... was... the guy... with mask... is he arrested or not..." I asked him.

"He was Shawn my ex's brother he came for revenge because his sister and him both are in jail because of me and Sam..."

"Why... ar... are... you...here... you... should.. go..." I asked him he has been here for a quite long time.

"No! I won't leave you... here alone..." he said.

"You already did" I said but felt guilty when he flinched.

I was about to apologize to him, when the door of my room opened and then Shivam sir and Samirya came in. She came in she had a bandage as well and was looking quite week, ignoring Xavier she came to me and sat beside me.

I looked at her and then Xavier and again at her, she didn't gave any heed to him while he was looking at her continuously, then it clicked me he again fooled me used my emoticons.

My eyes welled up at the realisation, and here I was going to apologize to him.  What a fool! I chuckled dryly.

"Radhika I'm sorry it's all my fault, I shouldn't have done that." She started crying.

"No... Samirya everything... is fine... and look at me... I'm here in front of you..." I tried to relax her.

She hugged me amd those stitches on my back started hurting.

"Ahh..."

"She's hurt... be careful..." they both said at the same time.

I looked at them and smiled sadly, still they are acting just because she's here.

"Oh... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." she said while here eyes were filled with tears, she's the only one here who care for me I thought and looked at all of them.

Shivam sir was looking at me and his gery eyes were dull,he had sunken cheeks and dark circles, he was looking at me so intently that I totally forgetted about others.

His eyes wavered all over my face from my eyes to forehead and then at my lips, but then he turned his gaze away from me, went to Samirya and said.

"Samirya we should leave now... she needs rest and I'll stay here with her" I looked at him shocked and perplexed.

"Xav... mate... comes..."

"You drop Sam to car I'll come..." Xavier told him.

Sam came to me and handed me a box inside which it had a phone.

"Sam... I don't... want it..."

"Oh! C'mon Radhika I'm not giving you this just for you, I have a selfish cause, I'm giving this beacuse I want to connect with my friend and annoy her with my talks, when she feels bore in this hospital or she can even ask me to meet her anytime, so it's for my use now don't say no... keep it Please... preety... please..." she said making a childish face kissing me on my cheeks she went of with Shivam sir.

"Radhika... I'm... truly...sorry for each and everything, please find it in you to forgive this idiotic brother of  your's." He said and was about to peck on my forehead when my statement stopped him.

"You... don't... have... to... act.. anymore... Sam... is... not.. here"

I know this one is short but can't do anything, I just got discharged from hospital, and now my friends told me that we are going to have our semesters that to from 25th of this month.

It's just like fricking awesome, now I even have to complete my work and study. I just hope I score good.

So I won't be able to update till 3rd Nov, but after that I'm gonna update regularly.