Against His Wish

Chapter:- 58 I'm to be blamed...

Third person's p.o.v

Radhika was standing in the hall, they both were in same position from quite some time.

"Uhh... I... room... store room..." she shuttred, even though she told herself that she would be strong in front of him, but no one can change in such small span of time.

"What... why do you want to go... to storeroom...' he asked in confusion.

"Sleep..." she said as a matter of fact.

"Are you sleepy... but you didn't even had your dinner, you must be hungry... wait I'll order something for you..." he said and hurried towards his phone which was placed on the table.

He ordered food for them, "food will be here soon... you can go and freshen up till then, I'll call you..."

Radhika nodded her head, not knowing what to do. She headed towards the stairs but stopped on first step.

"Which... room is... mine..." she didn't want to shutter but old habbits take time to go.

"Ya... sorry... come I'll show you..." he unconsciously held her hand, and felt something weird for first time his heart different, he felt warmth despite the fact that her hands were cold and for some reasons, he didn't want to let go of her hand, he only noticed now how their hand fit together, he is such a idiot to realise it now, when it's late.

"Can... you leave my hand..." she wanted for him to hold her just like that but he don't feel anything for her and she didn't want him to call her desperate. She is already called by so many colourful names and she didn't want to add anything else to it.

He left her hand and lead her to room. It was breathtaking, more beautiful then her previous room, again it was not something she expected but nevertheless she entered and without saying anything closed the door, Shivam was going to say something, when she shut door on his face, he felt rejected.

"Is this how she felt everytime I rejected her..." he mumbled and left to his room.

Radhika was in her room. "Was I rude...  he deserved it... but I can't behave like him... I'm not like him and never will be... calm down..." she went to bathroom as she was going to freshen up her leg slipped, she fell down in bathtub, soaking her fully.

"God why... I'm so clumsy..." she was sitting in tub taking to god looking at the ceiling. She straightened herself and wipes excess of water and moves towards the door.

"Radhika... are... you... in there... the... food is ready come down..." he stops and wait for her relpy, just when the door opens revealing her, she was fully soaked and her clothes became bit transparent.

"I'll..." she stops and looks down, she moves towards the bed to grab the blanket and slips again.

"Radhika..." Shivam move to grab her, but fails fall down with her. She was beneath her and he above her, they were in quite intimate position.

Her eyes were closed but he was looking at her face, she looked more beautiful from close, why didn't I realised it earlier he thinks in his mind.