Jamilton-A Tale Of Two Hearts

And so it begins

                         •Third Person•

Alex thought that returning back to New York would help him shake the feeling of being watched but no, after a day of being home he felt watched and un-safety set in. He was wondering if he should bring this up to Thomas, Alex's anxiety began the flare up he felt this the feeling of impending doom no matter how much he whispered to himself 'you're ok' 'don't do this' 'Alex you're fine just stop' he couldn't, you can't just stop the fear or panic that keeps building up.

That's the thing The sucks most, "fuck" he paced the dorm Thomas was hanging out with James at the cafe.......alone, he was alone. Alex sat on the couch with his head in his hands he was now considering self inflicted pain anything to get his mind off this feeling.

Thomas would be so disappointed with him m-maybe he won't notice? At that weak moment Thomas walked in "hey darling I brought you your favorite soup-Alex?" He looked up "Tommy" "Alexander whats wrong?" Thomas never called him Alexander unless he was serious or worried, Thomas sat the soup down and went over to the couch "p-p-p-please j-just hold m-me" Thomas pulled Alex into his lap while he cried into his chest.

Alexander's face was red he took deep shaky breaths he calmed down "are you ok" Alex nodded curling up into a ball even more "what's wrong?" "I-I just have t-t-this feeling of un-safety and like I'm being watched" he cupped his boyfriends face "your ok, your safe, sugar I'm right here with you don't work yourself up like this" "sorry..." "don't apologize".

Alex explains everything the panic attack he had in Virginia and the feeling of being watched and by most specifically, Austin. Thomas 100% ensured him that Austin was still in jail was getting out no time soon, he was safe and sound "just focus on your classes and happiness" Thomas pushed hair out of Alexander's face "I hate seeing you upset" "I know I'm sorry" they kissed each with much love

But unfortunately Austin is smarter than Thomas thinks

             
                     •Austin's POV•

I looked up at him "I need to get in touch with a certain Mr. Reynolds"