Thoughts Come To The Surface

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      •Third Person•

Alex and Thomas walked around their dorm gathering what they need for class, Alex only had 3 classes today while Thomas had 4 so today was a pretty easy day for the two men. Alex grabs his bag that held his computer and things like that. "You ready baby?" Before they go to class both men decided that they wanted coffee from liberty Cafe.

Thomas opened the door "you feeling ok?" "Mhm" Alex looked fine but Tom just wanted to be sure "t-tommy could you order for me?" "Of course peaches" Alex sat in a booth and checked the time they didn't want to be late. Alexander didn't notice the women eyeing him up and down hungrily as if he was her prey, Thomas sat down at the booth and grabbed his boyfriends hand.

The lingering thought of Austin made a home for itself in the back of Alex's but Alexander refused to let it anything other than just that, a lingering thought that would eventually die out. He focused on Thomas, Thomas the one who didn't hit him, call him fat, make him think of suicide or made he hurt himself (he'd been clean for a month), Thomas his loving, sweet, caring boyfriend the person who he loves so much he doesn't have time to hate himself.

Austin was gone

For(now)ever

"Coffee for Thomas Jefferson and.......P-peaches?" The barista yelled out hesitantly, Alex smacked Thomas's arm "Thomas why'd you tell her that name?!" "What?" He giggled "you wanted me to order for you".

The left the shop; outside of it was a woman in a very short red dress and some black heels on- it was the women who had been eyeing him in the shop but her eyes widened seeing Thomas . As the two walked by the women pushed herself of the wall and as she walked the opposite way she grabbed Jefferson's dick through his pants giving it a squeeze before putting a card in his hand "call me if you wanna have some fun later big boy" Alexander's face was red maybe with jealously? If Thomas would have walked by and grabbed one of her breast he'd be in fucking jail.

Thomas looked over at Alex who now had his head down

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE BETTER FOR THOMAS THAN YOU, REMEMBER THAT

Alexander whimpered the voice was right "Hey, Hey none of that, look?" Thomas ripped the card to shreds "you know damn well you're the only one I want" Alex smiled

No more bad thoughts right now "Damn right and anyone who was to change that can get ready for one of my heels up their ass cavity, now let's get to my dads class so that I can kick James Reynolds ass in that debate!"

He wasn't gonna lie, Alexander was a bit afraid of Reynolds back then but that was when he was with Austin that was when he was weak. But now he would happily throw him into a meat grinder and feed him to ducks- no not ducks they didn't deserve that type of treatment.

•TS• titty sprinkles

They strolled into Washington's class right on time Alexander made eye contact with Wash who mouthed 'Martha says hi' he smiled 'tell her I said I love her' 'can do'. Thomas noticed that Reynolds sat closer to them he scowled and sat his had on his small boyfriends thigh- he did not need Reynolds making Alex feel like shit.

The debate was a hit of course Alexander won he couldn't be beat..........well maybe except for when it was Angelica or Thomas but he liked the challenge of debating with one of the two.

Soon it was time for Thomas and Alexander to part ways they shared a quick kiss and walked away, Alex caught up with James(M), John, Herc and Laf. To Adams class, Mr. Adams was the same asshole who hated everyone (mostly Alex tho) dumbass even tried to frame him for cheating on an exam when he got the highest score out the whole school to which he replied "I didn't get a scholarship for being a dumbass".

While listening Mr. Adams explain math you'd never see again Alex felt a tap on his shoulder he turned around to be met with Reynolds "hey- can you help me with this in my dorm?" Alexander was going to say no but then

Don't be mean he just wants some help how would you feel if you asked for help but someone said no?

Fuck him say no

Don't be rude

If he's too stupid to understand too bad

"How many classes do you have today?" "Three" "meet me at the library after your third class" James looked guilty and put his hand on the back of his neck "you see I'm not really aloud in there anymore" "what? Why not" James had gotten into a fight there and had slapped his then girlfriend now ex in the face calling her a useless whore "it's personal" "then we can meet at my dorm" Alex said, he didn't feel comfortable going to James' dorm "ok".

For Alex the day was over all he had to do was work on things due weeks from now, Alex put on some shorts and and shirt that said "the stop is non". A knock sounded "oh hey James y-you can come in and sit down so we can get started", they sat working and Alex answered any question he had even the ones not related to math. James knew Alex wouldn't answer any big personal questions so he kept it small he wondered what business 'the ringleader' had with Alexander.

"Alex sugarplum you in her- what the fuck is he doing here" fuck he had forgotten about Thomas "oh I'm just helping him with math" "can I talk to you for a minute?"

Thomas closed the door behind them "why is he here?" "I told you- math" "he called you so many things and now you invite him into our dorm, he so dangerous he slapped his girlfriend in the library" Alexander flinched 'he slapped his girlfriend?' "I'm so glad she got away from him" he didn't want to think about about abuse- it hurt too much "he just wants help with math" Thomas grabs his wrist "no I don't want you in there with him" "Excuse me?! Who are you to tell me what I can and can't do?!"

"I just want you safe" "I'm not a glass doll that could break at any moment" "I not saying you are I'm just-" "well it sure sounds like it" "goddamn it Alex let me talk!" "No let me talk!" "Oh you do enough of that!" "I don't see what your fucking problem is Thomas!" "my problem is you invited him, him of all people into our dorm while I wasn't here!"

"oh so now you have to monitor me all times all the day!" Alex asked getting more and more furious with Thomas, god why was he being so controlling? Thomas just wanted his boyfriend safe "Alexander! Stop twisting my words!" Thomas never called him 'Alexander' unless it was serious. "I'm not twisting anything! I can protect myself!" "Oh really?" "YES!" "New flash Alexander- YOU CANT"

"YES I CAN" "oh can you- what if someone grabbed you like this" Thomas now had a steel grip on Alex's wrist, Alex tried to get away "or like this?" Now his other wrist. Now he couldn't use his hands "let me go!" "What happened to protecting ourselves Alexander hm?" "Let me go now!" "You can't protect yourself and you know it!"

Thomas was going to make a big mistake, but he was too angered with Alex to care, too angered to think before he said "you couldn't do anything when Austin grabbed you and you can't do anything now!" Alex froze. He ripped his wrist away he tried to slap Thomas for saying such a thing but Jefferson caught his hand "go away I don't need you!" " so now you don't need me?" "NO I NEVER NEEDED YOU I-I-" "SAY IT GO ON!" "I HATE YOU".

Now it was Thomas's turn to freeze he was hurt but didn't let it show, he turned on a heel "fine."

He walked off pushing through to crowd that had gathered

He was gone.

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