Reaching Out For Someone I Can't See

10- Decision

Rizz POV:

I still can even believe what just happened a while ago. Did I just meet the 4 of them? In a very nice timing, I even meet Jeibe's son and he's adorably so cute just like his parents. Jeibe really got a family and I'm not even shock that he has a family because Im always updated. *a literal fan girl * *smirk* but I'm just shock that I didn't even expect that I would meet them and also his son and most of all he just seem to like me that much that even he just meet me for the first time. And did he just introduce me to his uncles? I can't believe that this will happen.

I'm also happy that Jim still remembers me even we just met each other 6 years ago. How thoughtful. He also asked for my number and just how lucky I am today. But I can't stop thinking about it. I can see that he seems so happy seeing me again and I also felt that too. Who would not be happy that your idol will you remember after such a long time ago?

And also A!!!! He's so cute!!! He didn't even change, still adorable and fluffy. I badly wanted to laugh earlier because he looks so confused why his members were laughing out loud.

And lastly, MY LOVE. I couldn't breathe properly; I felt that I was having a hard time because of him. He's looks was so mesmerizing. I didn't know what to do or what to say. He's still handsome as always ughhhh I really don't know what to do. I finally met him up close. I don't think I can move on.

I totally forgot that I need to do something and that is to buy that stuff toy. I quickly run towards the larva thingy and pick up the red one. Wait.... Is it the red one or the yellow one?.... Ughhh I just decided to pick the both of them for assurance. And now I have to find the chum chum. I roamed around the hall just to find that stuff toy. I think I should find some for myself too I badly wanted to hug it every time I feel the joy and agony in my life since I used to hug someone or something every time I wanted to cry just to ease the pain I've been longing to diminish.

I actually don't know what it looks like so I just tried asking the sales lady and luckily she kindly come with me to find the chum chum.

"ahh I finally found it" I uttered while picking it up. I thanked the sales lady and she smiled and come back to her work. I didn't notice that Andrea was behind me because I was still out of my world because of what just happen a while ago.

"Hey Rizz are you okay?" I looked at Andrea who's looking at me confusedly.

"Y-yes of course. Why?" I answered.

"You've been daze off since you've met them" she told me.

Well who will not? I've been dreaming of seeing them personally ever since because I don't have any chances and I can't find a chance.

"I-I'm fine don't worry"

"No you're not. You're a fan and I know what it feels because I'm a fan too" I sighed in relief. Wait what?

"You're a fan?" I asked her earnestly and gladly.

"Yes Rizz I am" after she said that I was shocked because I didn't even noticed it.

I asked her who she likes among the 7 of them and she said it was Jim. She also told me that she badly wanted to scream too just like me. We could have been fainted and fortunately we didn't. She was really amazed that Jin really likes me a lot.

"I envy you. When Jin invites you to their house I want to come with you" she uttered with glee and joyful smile.

I told her she can come with me because if she's not maybe I cannot be able to communicate with them. She chuckled at my statement and simply nodded.

After buying those stuffs I need we hurriedly back home and fix my things.

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