Reaching Out For Someone I Can't See

3- Memories

Rizz Pov:

It was our summer vacation. I've been missing my friends so much. We barely see each other because all of us were busy helping our own parents. But still we have contacts with each other but just on calls, chats and messages. Memories came back to me when we were still together making fun and studying. And now we will be separated with each other. Technically its just me and Hylle. We were moving to a new school because our track is not in the same school they were studying but we promised that in college we will be together in one school and apartment but of course we are still continuing our own tracks.

Suddenly I remembered our JS prom night. It was fun.

Flashback:

Me and  Kris were together to fix ourselves for the Prom. We planned to did our own make up because we dont want to spent money too much. Besides we can do it ourself so its our choice. Also Kris didnt buy too much expensive cocktail dress and me, i just borrowed it at my cousin.

At the Prom.

Me and Kris arrived early because i was  the one who will sing the national anthem together with my 2 partner who is singer. But suddenly i came back to the house to fix my dress and make me feel comfortable with it. When i arrived again they were singing the national anthem. I felt devasted  because i promised that i will sing with them. But my friend still cheer me up especially Ash.

She told me that " Yah! Its fine its not a big deal you know. And Jeize would'nt want to see you like that"

  I felt embrassed because of that because i was imagining that Jeize will be here and  dance with me. But... that was too impossible because he was at the other country. But i just smiled and make myself happy because it will be a memorable night for us.

The party started. We have eat and dance our cotillion dance with our own partners. I came back to my seat and then after a minute a slow song started that means it was the time to a boy to pick up a random girl they want to dance with. My cousin was my first dance. Aissh I wish Jeize was here... after we danced i was pulled by my classmates to dance with them, and i didnt reject it. It would be fun and memorable. When we were done dancing me and my friends came up to the stage to take a picture together but sadly Halley and Venny was'nt there. Halley is at her house and Venny is transffered at the other school. After we taked a group photo we also take an individual photo. We came down and i talked with them. Suddenly i was pulled again but not my classmate. It was Kris. She dragged me at the center and his guyfriends came up to me because they want to dance with me. I felt awkward but i still dance with them.

I came back with my friends. " I was so tired!" I told them.

" its because you dance with too many guys" Jess told me.

" It was awkward if i reject." I replied. She was telling me something when i was poked by someone. I looked at who is it. It was a guy.

"Can I dance with you?" He asked me. Well i didnt even know him but I still  accepted his invitation.

He walked me to the center and held my waist while i put my hands at his shoulders. While we were dancing, keep my head down as i was shy and i did'nt know him.

Suddenly he asked me "What is your name?"  I lifted my head up and looked at him.

  I told him my name and he told me that  " You have a beautiful name and  you were stunning."  I just smiled  and i felt shy because of that. Suddenly i think of something and I just asked his name. "

Im Rixx."  I just nodded. We were still dancing while we were dancing he told me something again .

" You know I was shy to came up to you and ask you but i gained my confidence to ask you"

  I asked him " eh? Why? Im not that scary and i dont bite hehe"  he replied .

"  earlier while you were walking i was looking at you. My friends even told me to stand up and ask you to dance and i just told them that i cant. They told me im not a guy if i didnt. So I proved myself and asked you" 

"ahhhh" i just nodded. He asked me diferent questions and i just answered them. That dance take long. He asked me if i was tired and i told him the truth that i was tired and my feet is hurting because of that heels. He accompanied me to a chair and bid his gratitude and farewell.

Suddenly Kris told me " He has looks!! Ayiieee"

I just tell her that " Jeize is the most handsome for me" we laughed and talked again until the Prom ended.

Flashback ended

Aissshh I missed my friends. Those best night with them. Those memories with them. I wish they were still my classmates. When we were dancing like crazy, when Jess just saw a guy and find it cute it will be her crush, when we sing along with each other even if the other voices were deaf. Those memories that i will miss. And forever will be a part of my life.

And I wished that guy who was my last dance was Jeize.

"Jeize why did you change me? Why did you make me fall for you? Do i have a chance? Will you love me back if you will know?"

"Will I still love you until the future comes?"

"Do my feelings will change? Or just stay and still hope that you will notice me?"

"Will there be a destiny? Or Fate?"

"I LOVE YOU! UNTIL THE END"

(A:N) WAHHHHH!! SORRY FOR LATE UPDATE. AND IF IT WAS LAME T^T..