It is with no hesitation that I say
I am being crushed by life
I dream of coming down with a long-term disease
Going crazy and moving into an asylum
Being a part of a horrible accident
For if my wishes were to be true
I would no longer have to face the hate I hold for myself
It's not fair that I was granted such a happy life
And believe me I know how wrong that sounds
I just can't handle being around happy if there is so much misery within me
My life was meant for a more appreciative girl
For at my core I know I will always be sad
But I know there is a girl out there with all the joy of life
A girl who would gladly smile at the small pleasures
A girl who would give back to the world as much as it gave her
All I have are fake laughs and a death wish
I know with accuracy this is who I am
And I believe it's killing me
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Poems by a Lost Girl
PoetryI have a lot of thoughts; sometimes I just need a place to express them. This will be a collection of poems by me. So, thank you - for listening. It helps more than you know. W A R N I N G: Some poems may have dark themes Copyright © 2017 by that_sh...
