My worst enemy is me
I hate my voice
I hate my personality
I hate my looks
Why can't I just be someone else?
I've been granted an inescapable curse
Stuck with a person who I long to part from
Like the sap of a hive
The flies to dirt
The spiders to their web
All I want is to die
But I'm trapped in this ship,
Weighed down by an anchor
Why can't I drown?
Every night I dream that I cease to exist
And I wake up smiling
When 11:11 hits
I don't count my blessings
I pray for an accident to befall upon me
And I know it's selfish
I'm reminded everyday
Of what's truly important
But I just can't escape my mind
It's a prison
It's my own personal torture chamber
It's my enemy
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Poems by a Lost Girl
PoesíaI have a lot of thoughts; sometimes I just need a place to express them. This will be a collection of poems by me. So, thank you - for listening. It helps more than you know. W A R N I N G: Some poems may have dark themes Copyright © 2017 by that_sh...
