We Meet Again Laurance x Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Y/N's Song

DONT PLAY SONG YET!

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Y/N-Your Name
H/L-Hair Length
H/C-Hair Color (can be any color)
E/C-Eye Color
C/O/E-Color Of Ears
C/O/T-Color Of Tail (these two are the same)
F/C-Favorite Color
S/F/C-Second Favorite Color
F/F-Favorite Food
N/ N-Nick Name
Underline is your shadowknight self
Italics are thoughts
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~Means singing~
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-Y/N's POV-
As I told Laurance I showed him my channel and he's looking through my videos to find one. He stops looking and looks at me.
"This one?" He asks and I look to see the song.
It was after High school during college. I remember this song greatly since I knew what it was about. It was when I tried to kill my self. With a few minor changes.
He clicked on the video and it turned on. It showed Young me in my college dorm.

-In the video-
"Hey guys it's me Y/N here and uh I have a story to tell you. When I was in my senior year of high school everything went downhill. People wanted me to die and my friends left me and I tried giving them what they all wanted. My brother and some of my friends found me and immediately took me to the hospital. As you suspected I survive but it still haunts me...
I call this song 'Her Last Words"
(Play Song)

Just an average girl~
She always wore a smile~
She was cheerful and happy for a short while~
Now she's older~
Things are getting colder~
Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her~

She told you she was down, you let it slip by~
So from then on she kept it on the inside~
She told herself she was alright~
But she was telling white lies~
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes~

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night~
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright~
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves~
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see~

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it~
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it~
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound~
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed~

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat~
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat~
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake~
But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate~

Things were going down, never really up~
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut~
She knew exactly what she had to do next~
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck~

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild~
"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"~
But she knew that her family weren't the ones to blame~
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame~

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon~
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon~
The chair fell down as she took her final breath~
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death~

Her Brother walks in, he falls down to the floor~
And now nothing can take back what he just saw~
The big sister that he loved is just hanging there~
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare~

He sees the note and unfolds it with care~
All he does is stare, "How can this be fair?"~
He starts reading as the tears roll down his face~
"I'm sorry Ryan but this world is just not my place~

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in~
I've come to realize this world's full of sin~
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space~
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race~

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced~
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place~
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon~
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon~

As it shines bright throughout the night~
And remember everyone's facing their own fight~
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter~
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter~

So let the world know, that I died in vain~
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame~
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone~
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on~

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school~
So I'm going by the law "majority rules"~
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer~
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger~

You're the best friend that I ever had~
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad~
But just remember that you meant everything to me~
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key~

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write~
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight~
I'm watching over you from the clouds above~
And sending down the purest and whitest dove~

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye~
So this is it, world, goodbye~

-End of video-

He stares at the screen and looks at me. He had tears in the corner of his eyes that would be hard to see if you weren't looking at him closely.
He just hugs me and doesn't say anything to me at all.
"Are you ok?" He says to me.
"I-I'm Fine now aren't I?" I say to him stuttering a little and hug him back.
"Just don't leave. You do matter in this world." He says to me and I feel like crying. I hold back my tears and just hug him.
"I promise I won't leave you Laurance. I promise I won't leave anyone."