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@Kenzie

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I feel like life just hates me. It just doesn't want me to be happy, it doesn't want me to smile and laugh like all normal teenagers.

No, but it wants me to have people who 'care' about me and for me to be heartbroken and depressed. You know sometimes I actually want to be normal and not have fans and a job at 16, I want to be normal.

But I'm not.

Lauren is dragging my round,What happens just a few minutes ago kept replaying in my head. Nadias words already cut me deep...why Johnny?

The boy i have known for so long, the one I call my bestfreind  (wich I'm not to him) the one that kisses me just a few days ago. And now his kissing her.

The one that used to (and still does) 'bully' me mentally about my weight and face and everything. And Johnny was the one that used to stand up for me. Now his the one that standing up for her.

His words won't leave my head, honestly I thought me and him had something. But clearly I was nothing to him, he even said it him self. He used me.

We stop in the girls toilets, and we enter. Lauren stands there while Annie is panting for the fact she slapped him. And I stare at my self through the mirror, I mean they didn't lie.

I am fat, and ugly and a pig. My nose Is big. My face shape is wierd. And not going to lie Nadia is gorgeouse.

Something I'm not.

Tears were in my eyes, but I fought them back, not wanting the girls to see me like this. I just laugh and I don't even know why.

Lauren stares at me confused, while Annie knows why I'm laughing. I've known her sense kindergarden.
She knows what I'm doing.

"Kenzie please don't" Annie whispers, walking towards me. I stare at her from the mirror. "I'm fine Annie".

She hugs me "You know kenzie, sometimes it's okay not to be okay".
I couldn't take it anymore and I just breakdown into her red shirt.

It hurts it really does, he was my bestfreind and to be honest I had a small crush on him.

What do you except? He kissed me!

I shake my head breaking away from the hug, I hear the bell go off telling us it's time for lessons. "Thanks you guys, but you should head to class now".

I know Lauren is obviously more broken than i am, but she isn't showing any emotion. She just looks numb. "Kenzie, don't do this to your self his just a waste of time"Lauren  says, smiling. A fake one.

"I Umm don't feel very well, I'll be in class in a sec you guys go". They hesitate for a few seconds before nodding. They open the door and Annie walks out. "I know you liked him kenzie, don't lie about it either" Lauren whispers, before leaving me alone again.

I open the tap water and start cleaning the ruined make up on my face, I put on natural make up. Johnny once told me i don't need it.

But I know his lying. I need it so bad.
After I cleaned my self up, I was about to open the door and leave.but the door opens, walking in was Nadia Turner, Sophia, and some other girl I never knew existed.

Nadia snorts "What's wrong pig?".
I shake my head, trying to walk round her but the two minions, held both my arms. Tighter and tighter by the second. "Get off me".

Nadia chuckles, "don't worry, we will. After we finish what we came here for".

I can literally feel the two girls smirk behind me. Slight confused what she was talking about, I was about to open my mouth to ask what she wants. But I got the answer by her fist punching my face.