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QOFTD: who's you're faviroute character in this book?

AOFTD: I CANT CHOOSEEE

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Lauren pov

I know she's upset, I really do know how she feels when you see someone you love be with anthour girl. But here's the thing, Johnny is NOT with her, he doesn't know her and he doesn't want to know her. It's obvious.

The girl seems really clingy though, and it's really odd how she went up to my brother to sit next to him when they never met..I hope. I don't understand why kenzie is over reacting,it just seems so not right that she's all moody because of the girl.

Something is not right and it's obvious, really obvious and I think Carson and Hayden know to but not Johnny because he can be pretty dumb sometimes when It comes to people emotions, kenzies emotions.

He just can't seem to get to her and it really annoys me sometimes sense there "dating" and stuff, why can't they be normal sixteen/seventeen year olds and sort it out? Me and Carson didn't even complicate things.

"You're thinking what's up" Carson whispers in my ears sending shivers, I push them away and smile up at him. He gets me, he gets what I think and what I feel. Someone actually understands me. He doesn't judge me, he doesn't laugh at me...sometimes. He doesn't care how I look he just cares about me. "Babe?".

"Nope,I'm fine I'll just go check on kenzie" I say to him as he nods his head and turns back to the movie, loosing his strong warm arms round me. I stand up catching Johnny eyes, he stares at me trying to send a message through his green eyes. I roll mine, I don't understand that language so I just carry on walking up the stairs and straight into the room.

Que my broken heart.

I watch as kenzie sits on the floor staring at the mirror infront of her, she smiles but cries at the same time.
I don't think she realises I'm here.

"I hate you"

Nope, she doesn't realise.

"I really really hate you" she smiles as she sobs at the same time, how is that even possible?. "You're so ugly, everyone is coming back to get you..no one knows you're here crying your eyes out and acting like you're mental as you speak to yourself on the mirror".

"You're so ugly, and fat,and stupid girl with a father who left her and he's co-"

"Shut up" I say walking up towards here mid sentence, she stares at me with those red puffy eyes her new tears gathering in her eyes as she sobs at me. "You're not ugly or fat and it's you're dads fault he left you".

"No! No it's not, shut up, you don't know what's happening no one does, not even me" she says in between sobs as she tries to keep her voice low. I look at her confused,what's happening?

Is it about Johnny? Because litreally he's not done anything--its all the girl.
"Why? What happend?".

She shakes her head at me repeatedly  as she stands up slowly, rubbing the mascara that smuged under her eyes.
Her eyes meet mine, she shows me.