Intro:
(Tom Narrating)
"Her Love"
I opened my eyes and saw that she was already awake, she was smiling. I wonder what she was thinking about, I guess it felt good getting all those emotions out of her system. She and I talked for hours after sharing our physical attraction for one another. It was really nice, sex was one thing but we were doing it with love. Everything was done with a lkot of inte
ntion and it felt better than all those times I've done it with all the other girls. It felt different. She made me feel beyond anything in my wildest dreams, she gave me something none of the others ever gave me. Every girl I gave my loving to was just a substitute, it was fake a total passing of time. Miss universe could be in my arms for that night for all I cared but my heart didn't belong there. It's always belonged to Genesis and always will, no matter what she and I go through I know we'll make it because our love is stronger than anything! Geez, I'm starting to sound like Bill! o.O That's weird. But anyway, She made me realize a lot of things. She did the impossible, no woman had been able to hold me down but she did. I liked everything about her and for the first time in a long time I learned to love again. This feeling hasn't been this strong not even with my ex. Genesis was out of my league in some ways, I think she can do better than me, and to be honest I expected her to move on but she waited for me. Well at least now I had her, her love for me is pretty deep she shows me just by the way she looks at me. That talk we had made us even closer. I told her the various adventures Bill and I had and shared everything about my past, I told her how I got cheated on and about my parents and my mother. I told her how much Bill meant to me and how no matter what happened Bill was always going to be first, she agreed and smiled. She thought it was cute how close Bill and I were, she knew what it was like to be so close to someone but sadly her relationship was ruined by her sister's boyfriend and she said she would never try to do anything that would keep Bill and I apart. I think she made me fall in love with her even more with that said. Bill was everything to me, he was my soul mate and no girl no matter who she was was going to break our bound ever. I observed her some more and she was still smiling. I loved her smile it was so uplifting despite all the pain she had inside and all the things going through her mind, her smile was a heavenly light in my darkness.
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Chapter 17:
"If I had to choose whether to breathe or to love you, I would use my last breath to tell you that... I love you."
I sat up and kissed her shoulder. She smiled.
Genesis: Good Morning (smiles) It was about time you woke up sleepy head.
Tom: Hey, I did all the work last night. I have a right to sleep in (kisses her neck)
Genesis: Okay I guess you have a point. (smile) How'd you sleep?
Tom: I slept great, knowing you'd be at my side. What about you?
Genesis: I slept like a baby. I must say you sure know how to put a girl to bed. (giggle)
Tom: I tend to have that effect. (kisses her cheek) What were you thinking about?
Genesis: You. (smile) And everything that's happened so far. Last night too. Everything in general.
Tom: I made you say it. (smile)
Genesis: (blush) That was in the moment...
Tom: So you're saying you didn't mean it?
Genesis: Of course I meant it. It's just...when I think about it...yeah you know....
Tom: (whispers in her ear) Does it turn you on?
Genesis: You just woke up (giggle) and i don't know...maybe. (smile)
Tom: I'm really happy that you're here. (smile) But I'm curious what exactly was on your mind?
Genesis: Being with you forever. (smile) Tom you understand me and you took me as I was and am. After I told you my life's story I figured you'd leave. I didn't think you'd want me with so much going on. You know I envy you and Bill....
Tom: Why?
Genesis: Because you both have such a strong bond. You don't let anyone come in between you no matter what or who it is. You said it yourself, "No matter what Bill is always first" I didn't take that as an offense. It's something sacred and I respect that. Unlike my sister and I, she and I were just like you and Bill but then her boyfriend changed it all. She doesn't even talk to me because he doesn't want her too. He controls everything but not according to her, so we decided to go our seperaate ways.
Tom: So that's why you don't talk about her. I was wondering that but didn't want to ask. That's horrible a relationship between siblings should never end even if one already has a partner. But are you sure you're okay with what I said about Bill and I?
Genesis: Of course. I love that you told me that and how you felt about Bill. I'm in love with you and I'll respect your decisions no matter what they are. I love you. Even if you can't say it to me now I know in time maybe you'll feel the same, you are the air I breathe. Forever I'll be yours even if you decide to leave me. It won't matter because my feeling s for you will always be here. (smile) Tom, without you I'm nothing....because you're my everything.
(Tom Narrating)
Wow. I didn't even know what to say...She didn't have to wait because I already loved her. From the moment I saw her I loved her. Everytime I looked at her my heart skipped a beat and when I saw her smile she took my breath away and when I looked into her beautiful eyes it made my heart stop. Genesis made my world stop, she made everything better. My heart was broken before but she restored it. I had a new heart and a new way of thinking, I once wasn't able to love but it's thanks to her that I now can. I didn't really know how to say it but if I stay quiet she'll never know. I took a deep breath and said what I had to.
You don't have to wait because I already love you, I always have and always will. They say you only fall in love once, but that can't be true... Every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again. It's magic each time we hold each other, each time we cuddle, and each time we kiss. I feel goosebumps all over again. I never want to let you go for fear of losing you, so I just hold on a little bit tighter each day, refusing to let go. You will never know the warmth I feel inside me when I'm with you. You're all I ever wanted. I promise I'll love you until the day after forever. Genesis I've waited for you for such a long time and now that I have you I'll never let you go. (Kisses her slowly)
Genesis: There are only two times that I want to be with you... Now and Forever. (smile)
With that said I kept kissing her and lay her back in bed. I never thought I'd be here with the girl of my Dreams....hmmmm. I had my dream girl, she was real. What I onced wished I had I now have and to me that's all that matters.
The End.
