So this is love (Niall Horan and Nash Grier fanfic)

Chapter Twenty Three~ Trying

Jessica's POV

Days went by after the funeral but still I felt empty yet everyday I woke up and put a fake smile on my face and pretended like everything was okay to not make anyone notice but at night when everyone was asleep I cryed myself to sleep every night. No one noticed until the day I broke down. I couldn't stand it anymore and when I was looking thru Facebook I saw a picture of her and I just wasn't able to hold my tears anymore and I cried and cried. suddenly Liza walked in the room and just ran to me and hugged me while I cried. Finally I stopped crying and I asked what she was looking for.

-Oh yea I came to see if you had fixed everything with Nash.

- Definitely no. He hasn't talked to me and even though I've sent him hundreds of texts and called him hundreds of times he just won't answer me.

I said looking down in sadness because this is when I needed Nash the most.

-Well Cameron told me that Nash's been really depressed all this time and he just doesn't even want to eat anymore. I think you should go visit him.

-Okay I'll vistit him tomorrow.

-Better okay. well I'm leaving hope you feel better and you know me and Karyme are always here for you.

She hugged me and left. I grabbed my phone and called Nash. At the second ring he answered me.

-Hello?

-Hey Nash

-Jessica?

-Yea umm I wanted to know if it was okay if I visit you tomorrow and we can maybe talk?

-Sure you can. At two?

-Sure I'll be there bye love you

As soon as I said I love you I hung up because what if he didn't care about me anymore? what if he already found someone else? The questions were endless but I guess I needed to just make sure and wait til tomorrow.

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Hey people I know I haven't updated but I haven't been able to write because of school but I'll try to write more:)

QOTD: How long have you liked your resent crush?

AOTD: For 3 months and 5 days exactly but well he likes my stepsister so yea... :(