i wish i had that strength to tell you that what between us before was nothing. i was just a goner, i missed a lot when you were still so safe in my arms, admitting that you were mine and i was yours.
now both of our hearts are breaking and the pain just got worse everytime that i saw you. i noticed your eyes flickered when our eyes were locked for a mere few seconds.
trust me, i could recall all the memories with you when i looked in those eyes.
you let me in and ruined what you had already and spoiled whatever you expected to happen with me.
i'm sorry.
i really am.
i wish i could say it again that i was yours.
and
you would say it back to me you were mine.
my thoughts are so messed up, i couldn't even think of a thing but you.
