driving away this little old car with some frank sinatra music blasting, my head was empty. i didn't know where i was going.
i was just wasting my gas when i was so broke right now.
i was a complete fucked up right now.
no money, no food, i almost lost my job, my boyfriend kept a distance between us, my friends were like shadow in the sun and rain.
i cried along frank sinatra, my ugly mascara was ruined with my hair was so clumsy that even the mirror almost broke.
i was so ugly right now.
this was so stressing as my life was trembling along with me.
as i wanted to speed up, i saw the long lines of cars on the road, knowing i'll stuck in a traffic jam which was driving me even crazier.
i honked the truck in front of me, tears won't stop streaming down my cheeks.
my emotions were terribly unstable.
[i was imagining how's my life in the future if i didn't arrange everything start from right now.]
