Instincts ➳ Stiles Stilinski

04

What's That Thing You Say About Threes

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"I'm petrified of myself"

So, I might be something supernatural well most likely I am , but that's not the point. Today is the first day of junior year and I'm not up for it. I grab my black ripped jeans , white shirt , black leather jacket and my black & white vans. I inspect my outfit and look at myself I the mirror, after a deep breath , I grab my bag and walk out of my room and out the front door to wait for Stiles to pick me up. After a couple of minute's the distinctive sound of Roscoe's horn being beeped , Stiles claims his car to be his baby.

"Stratford get in the car, hurry up we are going to be late" Stile demanded from the car.

"So no , Hello or how you going ? I do love you Stiles but we need to teach you some manners, young lady " I deadplaned , raising a finger pointing at him. Giggles escaped his mouth as I climb into the jeep.
He stared at me for awhile and with the look in his eyes I knew that he wanted to ask something.

"Can you please stop looking at me , it's getting on my nerves " I cross my arms and look out the window. Then I felt the ignition turn off and the keys clanking together as Stiles had them in his hands.
"Why did you stop the car?" I asked still looking out the window slightly.

"I know what happened last night with your dad and Scott , and I can see it's getting on your nerves so I stopped the car so you can talk to me" Stiles said not taking his eyes off me. His comment made me realise I have friends that care for me. That's when I feel tears start to drip from my eyes and my throat feel dry.

"With all of these things happening , I can't seem to breathe or feel free in my own skin and I don't know if I will turn into a new threat to Beacon Hills with the whole supernatural thing going on with me , I-I j-ust don't know Stiles and I'm petrified of myself"
My tears start to become waterworks as they become uncontrollable to stop. Then my body is embraced with warm arms. I look from my feet to Stiles , just looking at as if it was going to be alright.

" One thing I can tell you is that your not going to become a threat to Beacon Hills , you are going to be Skye Scarlet Stratford or the Shining Threes , not a  monster." Stiles said with him still holding on to me. I look up and pat Stiles arm.

"I guess that your the only human now " I say trying to lighten up the mood. Stiles just smiled at me

"Even at your lowest you know how to make people laugh and that's the best trait about you , you know that " Stiles said as he started putting his keys in the ignition.

"Well for everything that has happened in my life , I have got to make something good out of it right and you know what I mean" I say dropping my head at the last words that escaped my mouth.

Stiles was there for when my mother pasted as his pasted a couple months before hand and as ten year olds we had each other's back , with that experience we became closer as friends it made some sort of inseparable bond we share now , that I love.
Stiles beings to sniffle, rubbing his nose back and fourth , which I could tell he was choking back tears . I begin to rub his back in comfort .

"Look I'm sorry it just came out, I know how much you miss her and I feel the same. We have our pact-"
I put my hand out to signal out pact hand shake . "Please do it with me, please". We continue doing the hand shake and Stiles starts to reverse out of my driveway to make our drive to the school. The drive to school seemed like every other time Stiles would take me to school but their was this tension that I could feel that I tried to ignore , but I could feel it. Once arriving we met with Scott and as we walk to English we begin to discuss about the night prior with my father. Then I remembered something while walking with the two boys.
"Scott your tattoo healed right ? " he nodded , that's when a scramble to find my wrist and to our amazement my tattoo was slowly healing .
" It's going to HEAL , why? Now really , now that $55 down the drain " I exclaim to the two boys.
"It might be because the full moon is less than two nights away-" Scott said which jumped my anxiety.