grayson
2 years later
ethan and i walk towards the exit of the airport. los angeles, california. we finally made it.
ethan and i started a youtube channel about five months ago and we already have about three million subscribers. we decided college wasn't the route for us and besides we liked producing and creating shit more than we liked studying.
youtube brought us to l.a. where we bought a small apartment right outside of town.
my mind starts to eat my thoughts and suddenly i'm frozen. i can't move. my blood starts boiling and i just stand there, staring at the ground.
"gray, bro, let's go," ethan says grabbing my forearm and trying to pull me away from whatever is consuming my mind.
i stand still. what if she's here?
this is not at all how i wanted to continue my life; panic attacks. whenever i even just think about her my blood boils and i become all frozen.
she claims she loves me but just leaves like it was nothing. she dropped everything we had; everything i had given her. my love, my trust, her letter meant nothing to me.
part of me deep down knows she didn't mean to hurt me but another huge part of my heart tells myself that i was nothing but an object to her.
pick it up and toss it to the side when you're done.
"grayson, snap out of it. she's not going to hurt you, dude," ethan rests his hand on my shoulder and squeezes it. "let's go."
i try to move but my feet keep me from it.
"what if she's here?" i ask, my voice coming out small.
"it's going to be just fine, gray. let's get home, okay?"
i nod my head and we walk to the uber waiting outside. fans appear right when we hit the warm california air. a whole mob of them, screaming ethan and i's names. i quickly throw aside the panicky, frantic grayson and put on the youtube grayson.
there. all better.
a/n: EPPIIILOGUE woohoo ok this book is officially finished but i have the first chapter of the second book already wrote but i want to wait maybe a day or so.... lol i'll probably publish it tonight lmao ok bye loves
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