Depersonal

one.

Cool, wet raindrops kiss my skin.
I realize I don't quite fit in
The subtle details melt away,
Leaving just a deep, dark haze.
Colors start to dim. The lights are painted on.
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Trapped outside my body, but also in my head,
This sort of floaty feeling leaves me feeling dead.
Coldness fades to numbness. Numbness feels unreal.
My world breaks down around me and I wish that I could feel.
Goodnight raindrops.
Good morning Gloom.
Goodnight Sanity,
And goodnight Moon.