The Mermaids Secret & The Boy's Lie (One Direction Story)

I Hate That I Love You

Marina's P.O.V

Its weird how your life can change in a matter of days. Take me for example... Just two days ago I was swimming with Sasha complaining about how my parents we're so controlling and shit.

Now I'm in my ex-boyfriends suite after getting attacked and almost raped by the guy I was suppose to get married to. Then I find out Zayn is in the widely popular boy band One Direction who -even though I've known them a day- are very awesome and talented people. Now I have to have a long talk with man who nearly killed me emotionally. But some how I still love with every fiber of my being.

"Marina come on you can't lock your self in Liam's bedroom forever." I hear Harry say from the other side of the locked door. I was in Liam's room 'cause some how Liam's the only one in the band not single and his girlfriend had left some clothes from when she was here last week.

"I'm coming!" I hollered getting up from the bed I was sitting on, smoothing out the white lace dress I was wearing and walking out the door.

"Woah"Harry said from his spot at the kitchen table.

"Bloody Hot Jesus!"Lou yelled shielding his eyes as if he were being blinded by the sun.

"Oh my poor ovaries!" Niall exclaimed falling out of his chair.

"Niall only girls have ovaries! how many times do I have to tell you?" Liam laughed from the stove.

"You guys are such goofs," i say laughing

"But we're sexy goofs!" Louis screamed. All I could do was blush a deep red and go sit on the couch in the living room. Sasha came and sat with me.

'You look lovely Princess'

"Thanks" I murmured smiling lightheartedly at her rubbing that spot behind her ear making her purr.

'What's on your mind?'

'I still... I still love him Sasha but I don't want to get hurt again and I hate him for making me feel so..conflicted! Its like my hearts telling me one thing and my brains screaming the opposite!' I say telepathically so only Sasha hears me.

'Just hear him out and listen to your heart it will always know what's best for you.' She says.

'Thanks Sasha you mini pep-talks really help' I smile at her again. 'Did they feed you yet'

'Yes Niall gave me a big raw ham...said he didn't want me to starve'

"Aww he's so sweet!" I giggled.

"You ready?" I hear Zayn's voice pop in from the hall way as he walked in and leaned against the wall. I looked him up and down. Wow how can be so gorgeous and yet so insecure about himself! He always looked down on himself because everyone called him a good for nothing peasant. But I didn't care if he was rich or poor I just knew he was my Zayn and I always believed the same went for him as well.

"um yea sure" I say getting up and following him quietly.

'Be good Sasha please and listen in on the other guys. See if they're suspicious or planning something.'

"Sure thing princess and don't do anything your mom wouldn't do!" she replied.

"Wow your disgusting!!" I exclaimed as Zayn shut the door behind us.

"What did I do!" Zayn said looking hurt.

"No I was talking to Sasha. I'm sorry!" I replied trying not to laugh.

"Oh yeah, forgot about that" he said as he lead the way to the lift. "So why aren't you home Marina?"

"Why aren't you?" I whispered sarcasticly as we stepped into the lift. He pressed *1 and the lift started to move.