Devin's Blank Space

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Blank Space—one
'Stop fucking up. I'm getting tired! I can't do this no more. I'm done!'

Then she got in the cab making my heart fall out of my body. No amount of words would convince her to stay so I just shut up and watch her leave. I could have man up a bit and drag her away with me just like what she wanted but I was tired too. Let's do what she wants for now and move on later. I'm fucking tired too!

I would put a notice on my self to never look in the way of thick-curvy light skin ladies. Man, this one fucked me up really bad.

'Stop fucking up'

What did I do? Her annoying cute little voice sung in my ears to stop fucking up but really? What did I do? I shrug her words off my head and got in my Range Rover. I'm not letting this pull me down. I wasn't the only guy who got dumped by a girl. I need me some booze.

I almost drove back home seeing the busy road. Five minutes traffic wasn't going to pull me down either. Let's get the ball rolling.
I found myself at the pub Kai—ex girlfriend now, and I used to hang out. What was I doing to myself? How am I going to move on if I keep coming to places we used to be?

"Hey Devin," I turned my head towards the doorway and Zack came laughing to me. "Yo man, what's up?" he put his hand to a high five and I stood still looking at him. "Come on, don't leave me hanging." he forcefully took my hand in his. "Your girl just left here. Why are you by yourself today?"

"Kai was here?" I asked with worry and concern on my face.

"Yeah..." I pushed him out of my way and ran outside. I reached for my car key in my pocket in a rush and stopped myself. Zack ran out too and looked at me. "You okay?" he asked and I nodded.

"Who... did she meet with?" he shrug his shoulders and faked a smile. I held him by his collar and glared at him. "Who did she meet with Zack?"

"Chill Devin. I'm not going to tell you if you keep strangling me up." I let go off his shirt and took in a deep breath. I could tell my eyes were getting red at this point. He looked at me for a long time before he spoke. "You guys fought again?"

"That's none of your business. Tell me who she met up with!" I said angrily.

"Okay, promise me you won't fuck up."

"I promise." I said sternly. I was lying. I can't keep my shit together if she met up with him again.

"Tim." he gritted his teeth and I held in my fist. Kai Walker, has it gotten to this point already? "I don't want to add more fuel to this but he went away with her in his car and I heard him telling his friend he is taking Kai home. You should stop that bastard before he lays his hands on her."

"It's okay." I said calmly and Zack looked at me surprisingly.

"Did you say it's okay, like it's okay?"

"Yeah. See you tomorrow." I smiled at him and sat down in the car.

"Devin, you just got here. Let's hang out a bit."

"Some other time Zack." I waved at him and drove away.

It's okay? Cut me that bullshit! I put the car's speed limit on a high and drove as fast as I can to Tim's house. His headlight was still on so I parked closer to his and I could see Kai sitting in his car. Tim leaned in to her in the seat and she was smiling at him. You just broke up with me Kai! The smiles wasn't enough for her to tear me up, she let him kiss her right on the lip while his hand caressed her face.

I stiffened in the seat and a tear out of nowhere, dropped on the steering wheel. I wiped it off angrily and kept my shit together. They got down from the car together and he wrapped his hand on her waist. I watched them go inside his house and my feet was glued to the car. I couldn't do anything.