Chained

Chapter 16 | Part 2.

Chris POV

Pregnant? How could she be pregnant ? My pull out game is strong as shit. Not only am I having a baby, but a baby by Katie crazy ass. Yeah, we did shit back then but I didn't know it would cost me to this. I was with her while I been with Cheyenne, but this is just crazy as fuck.

"How long you knew ?"

"Two months. I was going to tell you, but you left with out leaving any traces and shit."

"Cheyenne know ?"

"She was the first person I told."

Damn, how the fuck did I let this shit happen. Don't get me wrong, i'm going to be there for the baby and her but this shit got my mind spinning.

"How are you going to go to Mexico with us if you got a bun in the oven ?"

"Chris i'm just two months, not a whole balloon." She said, sarcastically, "I can handle myself."

"Don't get all sarcastic and shit, if something happens to you and my baby then it's my fucking ass !" I yelled at her.

"Quit acting like you care all of a sudden, when you were in my bed dating that valley ass girl you didn't give two fucks about me or anyone."

"Because you didn't tell me Katie. I was supposed to read your mind or some shit ?!"

We were in each other faces and this argument was getting intense. She let out a big breath and then sat back down on the bed.

"What ever Chris, i'm going with you to Mexico so we can handle this shit and then you won't have to worry about me anymore."

"You sound dumb as hell Katie. I'm still going to have to take care of the baby with you."

"Not if I don't want you too." She rolled her eyes.

"Don't be doing that petty shit. I'm going to take care of my child like i'm supposed to, whether you like it or not."

"What ever Chris."

I got up and walked out the room, slamming the door.

I walked upstairs and saw that Cheyenne was already in bed with one of my shirts on.

"So how did it go ?" She asked, giving me a concerned look.

"Fine." I mumbled.

"Chris, you know that you can talk to me about-"

"How the fuck is she going to talk about that if she doesn't want me to take care of the baby then i'm not ?!" I spat at her.

"Chris maybe it's just the hormones talking."

"Bullshit, she knows what she's doing."

"You have to be patient with her Chris, she is pregnant. If she stresses out to much you guys can lose the baby."

I let her words sink into me and I let out a huge sigh. I laid next to her and pulled her closer to me.

"I'm sorry Chey."

"For what ?" She asked, confused.

"Hurting you. I've did so much shit to you and you're still by my side, why ?"

She was quiet for a minute, before answering. She leaned up, and stared at me before speaking.

"I'm scared for you Chris. Trust me, I thought about leaving you everyday. Then, when Katie told me she was pregnant for you, I felt so many emotions. I felt angry, jealous and I felt so broken. I keep telling myself that if you truly love someone you would never leave them. You would stick with them through everything. But, I don't know if I can do that anymore. You just keep hurting me Chris and every time I think about leaving you, I think about how damaged we both will get. So what's the point right ?"

I didn't know that she felt like that. I knew that I was slipping, but I didn't really think about how much of an effect my actions have been to her. I cheated on her and I broke her heart with out even noticing. That's fucked up

I looked up at her and she was staring into space. How could I do this ? She's the most baddest girl in this state, and i'm just over here playing with her emotions and shit.

"Cheyenne I-"

"No, don't you dare say that you're sorry because you're not." I saw tears sliding down her face. "Don't say that you care about me because you don't."

I just looked at her, letting her get all of her emotions out.

"Because of you, I fucked up so many relationships that I had." She yelled. "I left my parents for your stupid ass and all you can do is say sorry ?"

She got up slipping on one of my sweat pants.

"I keep coming back to you, thinking that you changed and matured, but you're still the same asshole that I had first met !"

I got up grabbing her arm, making her look at me. She looked at me with so much hatred and sadness in her eyes.

"Don't touch me Chris !" She yelled, snatching her arm away from me. "I should've listened to what my parents told me. You corrupted me and I fucking hate you for that !" She started pushing me.

"I hate you for getting Katie pregnant !" She pushed me again.

"I fucking hate you for cheating on me !" Pushed me again.

"And I fucking hate you for letting myself love you so much, when you never gave a damn about me or my feelings !" She pushed me to where my back was now on the wall.

I saw tears sliding down her face, and I now know that she reached her breaking point.

She stared back at me and went to put her shoes on, and grabbing her keys. She walked downstairs and was faced to face with Katie.

I watched as Katie studied her face, and Katie actually had a face of sympathy painted on.

Cheyenne shook her head and walked out the door, slamming it behind her.

"We leave for Mexico tomorrow morning, so go pack up and i'll see you then." I said, looking at Katie and walking upstairs.