The Things I'll Never Get To Say

#7

I know that you're no good for me
but I'm worse without you.

Even when I try not to want you
and your contagious smiles
that used to light up my day,
I end up needing you
and remembering the hysterical laughs
that used to follow that smile.

You used to be that person
who gave me endless joy.

But now,
you're just the source
of my endless pain.