The Things I'll Never Get To Say

#30

The worst type of crying is the silent one.

The one when everyone is asleep.

The one where you feel it in your throat,
and your eyes blur from the tears.

The one where you just want to scream.

The one where you have to hold your breath
and grip your stomach to keep quiet.

The one where you can't breathe anymore.

The one when you realize that you have lost
the most important person in your life
and there will never be a time
where you can laugh with them ever again.