I walked to her and caressed her hand,I looked at her sleeping lifelessly.I tear streamed down my warm cheek,watching her like this hurts me.I should have stayed with her and should've not went to school,I hate school already.When is she going to wake up? Is ever going to? She is right? I only wanted her wake up now,what if she doesn't wake up for weeks? I have to pay for the house and food and everything while going to school?
Now that I thought it over I needed a job,just in case my mom doesn't wake up soon.It worried me more that she hasn't woken up yet,I placed her hand down and wiped my tears.I turned and saw Chanyeol,he had a worried expression on his face.
"She isn't going to wake up soon right?" I said sitting down on the chair beside the bed.
"She will soon,don't be sad." He said,is he trying to comfort me? After all he's done to me he pity's me? I clenched my fist together angerly,I stared back and stood up.
"Are you pitying me? Because it seems like it." I said glaring at him,I don't need his pity.I don't need anyone's pity,I hate it when people pity me.For years people have pitied me and looked down on me,I can't let anyone do that to me anymore after all I've been through.
"What?" He said confusedly,I straightened my posture and sighed.
"Don't pity me,stop being so nice to me.I hate it,you just think that we could start all over and be friends and forget all about what happened years ago? I'm not letting that happen,you are a terrible person and I know that from the bottom of my heart."
He didn't say anything after that,I stood and waited.
"I'm sorry..and I wasn't pitying you,everything that happened years ago.I'm sorry,for saying and doing all those things to you.I truly mean it,I've changed and learned from my mistakes." Chanyeol said,my eyes became watery blurring my vision.
"Liar." I huffed out,I remembered all those terrible things he said to me.All those scars can't just be heal with just a simple "sorry".
"I'm no-" He tried saying but I cut him off.
"Liar." I huffed out again as more tears streamed down my cheeks,I can't forgive him.I can't ever do that,never.I'll make him feel regretful and remember the girl he used to bully,that one innocent girl.
"I don't need to listen to your crap,your just another rich spoiled kid ." I sneered and left the room,I started walking quickly leaving the room.He's now apologizing? Who the hell does he think he is? He's just acting nice because he wants me to think of him as a friend,then he's going to hurt me again.I hate people like that,people like that don't deserve to live.
'I don't need to listen to your crap,your just another rich spoiled kid.'
Why do I feel so bad after saying that? I clenched my fists together and sighed,I was over the line once I said that.I just called him another rich spoiled kid,that was rude of me.Even though I hate him I should've not treated him like that,it just angered me somehow.That this whole time he just acts nice to tries to become my friend but I just can't let go of the past just yet,the jerk image of him is still in my head.I just can't let go what happened,I don't think I ever will.
-Park Chanyeol's POV-
"I don't need to listen to your crap,your just another rich spoiled kid." She said harshly before leaving the room,I could feel my heart sting slightly.That pretty much isolated quickly,I smirked.
She is right,I am just another rich spoiled kid.I get whatever I want,whenever I want.I am quite arrogant and selfish,I haven't realized it until now.I don't understand the real world,I don't understand her.I don't understand what she's been through and going through.I'm just making it worse,but I can't help it that I like her.I'm blinded by her beauty and her personality,shes such a heart warming person.I just want to get closer to her by it seems that I'm pushing her away further,I don't understand girls or myself.
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