Being HIS Little Sister//5sos

Funeral first Kiss And an angry brother.

I stood up in my room looking in the mirror, Tears rolling down my face.

"Mom, Dad, Jack, Ben. If you can hear me, can I just tell you this does not make me love you any less, It just puts a barrier between us. And one day, when I'm old, That barrier will be broken and we'll be together again. I love you all."

Today was the day of the Funeral. I wore a black skater dress and my hair up in a high pony tail. We decided to keep it simple, just Me, Luke and our friends. I was deep in thought about all this when Luke came in.

"Hey Pay." I smiled. "Hey and that rhymed." He chuckled as he sat down beside me. "Pay, I can't stay here forever, you know. I have to go back on tour." My smile dropped. "What about me? Where will I go?" He looked at me. "I'm not leaving you again. We need eachother. So how about.... Would you like to come on tour with me?" He excitedly asks. "I'd love to Luke!" I replied happily. "But we have to go now."

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The funeral was okay, I guess.

That's all I can really say because an author wrote 'Funerals are not for the dead, They are simply for the living.'

After the Funeral we all headed back to our house. We talked Just simply about the good times with Mum, Dad, Jack and Ben. It actually got to a stage where I couldn't take it anymore.

I got up and told everybody I was going to get some air.

I walked over to the park and sat on the swings and let the tears flow.

I couldn't stand life right now. The only thing that was good was Luke being home. He's my hope. That one spark of hope left in me is Luke. I cried for a bit more until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Payton?" It was Jaice. I wiped my eyes and looked at him. "Oh hi Jai." (A/N Jaice is pronounced Jay-ce and Jai is Jay.)

"Are you okay?" He sat on the swing next to mine. "Yeah I'm fine" I lied. "Payton Lucile Hemmings you can't lie to your best friend you do know that?" He laughed. I got off my swing and sat on his knee. "I can't live like this. I need them. Luke is all I have left." I cried into his shoulder. "Don't be silly!" He says soothingly. "You have Ash, Cal, Michael, Abby and Kay too." I looked into his eyes. "And you will Always, have me." He leans in and next thing I know we're kissing. I close my eyes, It feels so right.

"Payton? Jaice?" We disconnect to see Calum. "Calum..." I start. "What the hell are you thinking? You're 13 years old!!" He yells. "Please... Let me explain!" I whisper softly. "Oh you can explain... To Luke!" He yells. "No please! Let me tell him myself!" I shout tears flowing out of my eyes. "He's going to be so mad!"

I couldn't take it anymore. I ran. I ran as fast as I could. Into the woods, past all the trees jumping over twigs and broken branches. More tears. It was an overload. I climbed a high tree up to the top and sat on a branch.

I sat crying and thinking about all that happened the past couple of days.

Mom.

Dad.

Jaice.

Luke.

Calum.

Hannah.

It was all so much, I'm 13. That's too young to loose your parents. That's too young to fall in love. That's too young too lose hope. More thoughts jumbled into my head until I fell asleep.

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I woke up and checked my watch 5:30 pm. I tried to think wether or not to go home. I decided to maybe spend the night out here. I couldn't face Jaice, Calum or Luke right now.

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Luke's P.O.V

"What!!!?" I shout! " Where is this kid!?

Calum just told me about Jaice and Paige Kissing. Was I mad? Yes. But I was also happy. Paige had fallen in love. But I need to speak to Jaice.

"Oh and Paige kind of run away..." Calum added.

"Ughhhh!!" I screamed. "Where is he?"

"At the park."

Turns out I'm taking a trip to the park.

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A/N

Yeah so pretty rubbish/dramatic chapter.

So yeah....

Hope you liked it!

-B xxxxxxxx