Can A Bad Boy Love? (Jimin x Reader)

• Chapter 25 •

!Warning! This chapter includes depressive and suicidal things

I woke up to the soft wind blowing against my face. I turn to my side and Jungkook wasn't there anymore. He must've gone to his room.

I slowly get out of bed and look in the mirror. My mascara is everywhere. I smile faintly before slowly walking over to my desk.

My gaze slowly shifts to two blades sitting on my desk. I have no clue how they got there but I slowly pick up one of them.

I smile and pull up my sleeves.

It's time to do this, there is no backing out now.

I put the cold blade onto my bare skin and slowly watch it cut my skin. Blood started pouring out and leaking onto my desk.

Great, now I have to clean it up... somehow.

Someone started to knock on my door, "Wait a minute, I'm getting changed!" I yelled.

"Okay, don't take too long!" Jungkook responded.

Ohhhh, so it's Jungkook... JUNGKOOK? HE CAN'T SEE THIS!

I quickly cover my forearm with my sleeve and wipe up the blood that was on my desk with some tissues.

"Almost done!" I yell as I quickly put on some black jeans, an Adidas top and a jacket, "Done, you can come in now!"

He bolted into my room and started looking around the place before sighing and falling onto my bed.

"What are you looking for?" I questioned.

"Nothing, just... nothing..." he mumbled.

I nodded in confusion before walking out of my room to go grab breakfast.

"Noona~ What are you doing?" he asked while he watched me cook toast. (A/N; cook toast or toast toast?) 

"Making breakfast, I haven't had breakfast for a while, want some?" I asked holding up a piece of bread.

He nodded, "Yeah but why so suddenly? You're acting differently than usual..." He eyed me suspiciously.

"Firstly you take longer than you usually do when you get dressed and then now you eat breakfast!? Are you on you pe-" he shut up when he saw me walking away, "Hey wait up! are you sick?"

"No."

"Are you dying?"

"No."

"Are you mad?"

"No."

"What is wrong with you then? Why are you acting differently?" He slightly yelled as he gripped my wrist harshly.

I wimped in pain before tugging my wrist away.

He stared in horror before grabbing my arm and pulling my sleeve.

He gently pulled my sleeve down and stared at me. A sad smile plastered across his face before he embraced me in his arms. He silently sobbed into the crook of my neck.

"I-I'm sorry I wasn't there for you... Why did you do what I did?" He asked still sobbing.

"I did it because it relieved my pain..." I gently whispered as I stroked his hair.

He gently smiled as let go of the hug.

"Noona, can I ask you a favour?" he asked looking at me with sad eyes.

"Yes, go ahead." I smiled.

"Can we make a promise to never keep secrets from each other?" He asked.

I nodded, "Yes, we can."

He smiled and hugged me again.

~ ~ ~ Jungkook's POV ~ ~ ~

"Can we make a promise to never keep secrets from each other?" I asked.

She nodded, "Yes, we can."

I smiled and hugged her.

What if she finds out about us seven though.

That's a secret but should I tell her or not?

I should probably speak to the Hyung's before I tell her everything.

"Also, Noona, please don't do that again and I won't do it again..." I gently smiled.

She nodded, "Let's go to the park, shall we?"

I nodded and jumped up and down, "Yay~ The park!"

She giggled before grabbing my hand and walking out the front door.

"I love you, Noona!" I smile.

"I love you too, Kookie~"