Thief

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I woke up, expecting to see a text from Alex waiting. Nothing. I tried to text him.

"Hey, I just woke up. Do you maybe want to do something later?"

Nothing. Why isn't he answering? Well maybe he just slept late. I'll just go back to sleep and try again later.

I woke up at least 4 hours later.

"Alex?

Are you busy or something?"

He read them. Why isn't he answer me?

"Did I do something?" I tried again.

"Do you not get it yet?" Alex sent a text.

Get what? ...I have a bad feeling about this...

"What are you taking about?"

"Oh, kade. Did you really think I loved you? I just needed you to love me. So thank you for your time but I'll be on my way now."

...he's a thief... Wow... He fucking USED me for his life. How could he do that?

"What? I thought you loved me? What about the movies? The kiss? All the texts? You were just lying to me??"

I was furious now. How could someone so seemingly perfect do that to someone else??

"Come on, don't be so naive. Did you really think anyone could love you? You're just a sad, pathetic excuse for a human. Why would I chose you?"

"Well. I'm sorry I wasted your time. But you should know, it was real for me."

I can't feel the tears, I can't feel the hyperventilating, I can't hear my sobs. I just feel so numb. How could something that made me so happy, change so quickly? Last night I felt like I was sleeping on a cloud. Now I just feel like I'm drowning on land. This is why I never thought I'd love someone again.

" oh I know it was real for you. And thank you, now I can live longer. Goodbye."

I chucked my phone across the room, hearing it land by my door. I screamed until my voice couldn't anymore. I can't stop shaking and sobbing. I just don't care anymore, I don't want the life or the soul. He can take it all, I don't fucking care anymore.