My brothers bestfriend; Grayson Dolan Fanfic

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-Josey (*a couple more days til purge night*) also play the song :)

That moment my heart stopped for a split second which left the room in complete silence for a good 5 minutes before Grayson cut it off

"I-I'm so sorry Josey. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm so so sorry. You weren't supposed to be in this drama. And now with them gone we're screwed. Josey I don't care how many times I say sorry. I'm so fucking mad at myself for letting you down" Grayson cried

"A-and Ethan. You guys weren't part of all this. It's all my fault. It's my fucking fault your hurt! it's my fucking fault they got away! And it's my god damn fucking fault Ethan's in a coma! Fuck Josey!" Grayson shouted as he kicked the seat beside him

I flinched and closed my eyes getting small flashbacks from what jack did to me

"Fuck I'm so sorry" Grayson whispered as he ran his fingers through his hair

"I-I didn't mean to leave you alone at home" he cried

He kept whispering and whispering until I stopped him

"Grayson" I said

"Grayson! Stop!"

"Grayson Dolan stop it now!" I sobbed as I grabbed his hand

"None of this is your fault. None at all okay? Please stop hurting yourself over it. I'm going to be fine and Ethan is going to be fine. Once we have recovered we will go back to Hawaii and get on with our lives. We'll forget about all this drama okay? It'll just be you and me Grayson" I said

He stood up and came into the sheets before snuggling up with me. It was just perfect. There was no talking it was just the sounds of our breathing

"G-gray" I whispered

He looked down at her and played with the ends of my hair

"Yeah?" He whispered as well

"I'm so glad you saved me" I smiled slightly

"Anything-" he started but u quickly cut him of

"And I know about the purging" I said with a sigh

I could feel Grayson's body tense which sorta made me scared again with more flashbacks coming at me

"Jo-" I cut him off again

"Before you say anything gray I just want you to know that I'm not mad. And I'm not scared of you. In fact I absolutely love you" I said and instantly regretted it when I told him I loved him

Grayson sat up and looked at me

"You love me?" He asked with wide eyes

"Honestly Grayson. Yeah I do" I said smiling

He smiled widely and kissed my head. He looked at me and smiled again "Do you wanna know something?" Grayson asked with his cheesy smile

"Well I kinda just told you that I love you so... yeah I actually do" I chuckled

Grayson laughed and caressed my cheek. I instantly flinched and moved away

"I love you more than anything in this world"