My brothers bestfriend; Grayson Dolan Fanfic

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-Josey

I groaned and blinked a couple times to adjust to the lights around me and my surroundings.

I was in the conservatory where the rain was pouring from outside and the trees were blowing in the wind. It was like a jungle outside.

I remembered what happened earlier

That's right. Grayson doesn't want me here. Nobody does

I stood up and walked towards the bathroom but was cut off by Grayson himself

"Where are you going?" He asked with a frown

"The bathroom" I said simply as I walked past him and into the room.

I locked the door as soon as I got in and ran the shower so Grayson won't suspect anything.

(TRIGGER WARNING)

I cried and cried every time the sharp blade hits my skin. If nobody wants me here then what's the point in being alive?

Many cuts on my wrists and thighs which are either new, fresh or old.

I've been doing this since we came back from New Jersey and I got my heart broken from Grayson

To this day nobody knows what exactly jack did to me, they've only assumed things.

There was a knock on the door "Josey I'm coming in" Grayson said

"Wait no- i-I'm nake-" before I could finish my sentence Grayson storms in

"Josey!" Grayson shouted as he ran towards me

"What Grayson?! Hm?! I'm doing exactly what you want me to!" I yelled as I cut a little deeper

"Fucking hell! Josey no! You can't do this!" Grayson cried out

"Grayson stop!" I cried as he took the blade from me and held me in his arms

"Please! I need to do this! I don't want to be here!" I cried

"I-I want t-to die" I whimpered

Frost came running in crying. He sat down beside my lifeless body with Grayson cradling behind me.

Tears just kept pouring from my face, I hadn't calmed down at all. Blood was still dripping and Grayson was doing everything he could to stop it.

He didn't talk at all. He only made sure I was okay, cleaned my wounds, sniffled and cried

I get it. This would be traumatising for anyone. I apologise. I guess.

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I woke up in the middle of the night And wiped my eyes they felt puffy. I looked beside me and saw Grayson clutching onto me for dear life with frost lying on my legs.

I looked at my arms slightly and took a shaky breath in before sobbing softly quietly so Grayson doesn't hear me

"Josey?"

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Hey guys! Sorry it's been a while,, I know this chapter was a bit bleh but yeah I js don't know what to write now tbvh. Anyway hope u liked it