My brothers bestfriend; Grayson Dolan Fanfic

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-Josey

"Y-Yeah?" I stuttered

He sat up immediately "Hey? What's wrong? Are you alright?" Grayson asked as he caressed my right cheek

I sat up "y-yup, I'm fine I just have hayfever" I lied

Grayson gave me the 'I know your lying' look

I sighed and looked down before breaking down in tears, Grayson grabbed a hold of me and wrapped his arms around me

"I-I'm so sorry Grayson, I-I hurt you a-and myself and everyone. E-everything is my fault, I-I'm so fucking sorry" I cried into his chest

"I-I d-don't know why I-I did it, I j-just thought that by ending m-my life it w-wouldn't matter b-because you don't l-love me anymore"

"Hey, baby girl. Of course I love you, fucking hell I adore you. None of this is your fault alright? It's mine. I told you I loved you and then I turn on you, everything is on me alright? I love you more than anything" Grayson said kissing my head

After a long silence in each other's arms I broke the silence

"I just don't get it" I whispered

"What is it?" Grayson asked as he looked me in the eyes

"H-how can you s-say that you love me and then leave me" I choked out

Grayson sighed and took a deep breath in

"The truth is, your brother knew what was going on between you and I, and before he left he forced me to stay off of you because he knew I loved you" he explained

"Of course me being me, I couldn't help myself until that day we kissed in the hospital" Grayson said, his voice started to tremble a little

"Grayson?" I asked as his head looked down

"Grayson look at me" I said softly, I placed my hand on his chin and lifted his head up

He was crying

"Gray" I whispered and hugged him instantly

"Marla was there a-and she s-saw us. S-She blackmailed me into b-being with her and leaving you. I didn't w-wanna risk loosing you o-or Kai so I agreed" Grayson sobbed

I've never seen him this upset and broken in my life

"I-I didn't mean for I-it to be like this Josey, I love you, honestly! I don't know what I would do without you! Seeing you tonight so broken because of me hurts. And thinking about it now, I don't fucking care if she tells Kai. Because you know what? I'm fucking in love with more than just you, I'm in love with everything, and if Kai can't accept that then oh well" Grayson said kissing me passionately on the lips

I kissed back immediately tasting his salty tears from his lips, he was an amazing kisser I have to say.

Grayson nibbled on my bottom lip which made the kiss deepen and more heated

He hovered over me and kissed down my neck peppering everywhere, I let out a slight little moan

My hands were travelling all over his face just guiding me because he was making me feel this kinda way...

He pinned my arms above me and smirked

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!"