Barbie Tingz

No Frauds

"Nah, fvck that. That burly bitch thinks she's going to diss my baby. Beauty is 16. What grown ass woman disses a child? Im going to bury that bitch. Quote me on that. Nene I want everything on that dumb bitch every thing I want to know what her fvcking first words were." Nicki yelled at the group of adults downstairs. I laid on Alex's bed next to her and her little brother. Cedric sat on the chair typing on his phone.

"It's going to be okay." Alex said.

"She ruined my career before it even started. I dropped one song and she has already took my career from me." I cried.

"Man fvck Remy Ma and all the dogs chasing her tails. All of them are talking shit but none of these pussy niggas will fight me. What kind of dude gossip about a female?" Cedric replied.

"Stop talking like that and stop responding. Give me your phone." Alex said. I laid the pillow over my face and cried myself to sleep. I smelt her before I felt her kiss my forehead.

"Are we leaving?" I asked.

"We were going to go to the studio. I'm going to have a car sent for you and Cedric around noon." She answered.

"I want to go with you." I replied.

"We're about to hit the studio and y'all need your sleep." She said stroking my hair.

"Please. I don't want to stay here. Please." I begged. She looked behind her.

"Alright come on. Get Cedric up and meet us downstairs." She replied. They left and I quickly got up and woke Cedric.

"It's time to go." I whispered. He got up then we searched for his phone and left. Nicki held my hand the whole ride to Drake's house. They got in the booth and Cedric and I sat on the sofa while 40 got to work. They were doing it all: writing, bouncing ideas, testing sounds. It was amazing. I laid down putting my feet in Cedric's lap and went to sleep. I woke up in a bed and to the sound of Nicki's voice.

"Aubrey we need to talk about it. I can't live with myself if you hate me." She whispered. I opened my eyes slightly. He had his back to her while she changed into his bed clothes.

She had just pulled his pants on when he turned to face her. He ignored her naked chest and grabbed her face staring into her eyes. "We can't keep hurting each other. I love you so much that I hate the fvcking sight of you and I hate it. Aren't you tired of this? I am." He whispered back.

She lowered her head and her voice cracked, "I guess that's the difference between your love for me and my love for you. I love you so much that I hate myself and no matter how exhausting this is I could never get...tired of you." She let out a strangled cry and stepped away from him. She focused back on getting dress. She pulled his button up shirt on her shoulders and fumbled with the buttons.

"Let me help you." He said grabbing her hand.

"No. I want that for you. I want you to love someone who is better than me and who can give you what you need and make you happy. That's what I want, you happy. I won't interfere anymore and I'll back off. If you want to call Rihanna and try again with her I understand. Thank you for featuring on no frauds and letting us sleep in your room and letting me wear your clothes. We will be gone in the morning." She replied. She gave up on buttoning the shirt and rushed to the bed and laid down.

"Nicki please." He said starting to her.

"No, I'm serious. I'm backing off." She replied. He stood there waiting but she didn't do whatever he expected so he left. When the door closed, she sat up and broke down. I never met someone who didn't make a noise when they cried but shook so violently. I wanted to tell her everything would be alright but she would know I spied on her and that would make things worse.