Insatiable: All Yours - B.A

1|the start of a new beginning|

"𝔄𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔰 𝔨𝔞𝔯𝔪𝔞 𝔢𝔵𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔰. 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔩𝔴𝔞𝔶𝔰 𝔟𝔢 𝔨𝔞𝔯𝔪𝔞 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔱𝔞𝔨𝔢𝔫 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔬𝔣."

Common mistake; my name is spelt as Karma without the h.

Sometimes people do it on purpose. I wonder why my mother gave me that name.

Ever heard of karma is a b*tch?

Well is that what she was trying to say about me? She never really told me why that's my name... Probably because I never asked her...because we rarely talk anymore.

Which is why I live with my dad in LA.

Not that it's anything bad. Trust me, I absolutely love LA. It's beautiful. I've been here for three years and I still can't get over the beautiful sunsets.

Dad told me he had something to talk to me about and that it's 'important'.

Usually when he says that it turns out to be something so small. So I didn't think much of it.

You might be wondering why I don't live with my Mom. Well to state the obvious, my Mom and my Dad are divorced and my Mom blamed me for it. I have no idea why but she did. She forced me out of her house and out of her life.

So I had to move in with my dad and I haven't seen my Mom since that day.
We worked things out and we call each other but I don't feel that same love that I feel towards my dad to her.

Don't get me wrong, I love my Mom I mean I have to. But every time we talk this sort of anger builds up in me. Every time she says I love you at the end of the call, I can't seem to say it back. Am I holding a grudge against her? Maybe.

I don't know if she's changed, she could be better or she could be worse. Who knows?

A knock errupts from my bedroom door.

Knowing it's my dad, I don't bother to look up from my pillow as my face is flat on it.

"Hey kiddo." He said. His voice sounded off. Like he was sad.

"What's up dad?" I asked lifting my face off from the pillow looking at him.

"I just wanted to talk to you. It's the important thing I mentioned earlier."

I nodded my head for him to continue.

"Listen sunshine, you know that I love you very much. So does your mom. And she's been thinking about you quite a lot. She wants you to visit her." He said.

That's it? Its about visiting mom? Told you it was small--

"But thing is, it won't be just a visit... Kharma I've been planning to move to England because I got a job promotion there and its a really good job but I won't be able to make as much time for you."

"So you're saying I need to move to Georgia. Forever?" Disbelief laced evey word that escaped my lips.

I'm moving back to Georgia.

No. I can't. Leaving Georgia was the time for me to move on from my life. To start over. I can't go back.

"Dad I can't go back there! I won't go back there!" I yelled standing up.

"There isn't any other choice Kharma. I'm sorry." He said approaching me and pulling me in a hug.

"Dad please don't do this." I whispered.

"Like I said Kharma. There isn't any other way."

I nodded my head still shook from the news I heard.

This is a nightmare.

•••

11:22 P.M.

I texted all my friends telling them about me moving to Georgia.
Some of them thought I was joking until I finally convinced them and a few still think I am playing.

A few tears were shedded and I didn't know what to do.

Dad told me I would be gone by next month December which meant one thing. I'm spending Christmas there.

I told Dad that I'm spending my New Years with him and if not then I would somehow sneak into his suitcase and travel with him.

I'm quite small. I can fit into a suitcase.

Anyways I headed to bed with lots of thoughts running back and forth through my head.

This is my life now. I can't change it no matter what I do.

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Just a little chapter to start it all off.

Also I don't know where Insatiable is held so I googled where it was filmed and it was said that it was filmed in Newnan Georgia so I just used there.

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