Ignored her for days
Why did I do that?
I wasn't sad, or mad
I didn't answer her calls or texts.
Texted back after 3 and a half days,
But her replies are short and to the point,
I think she's mad at me now.
I feel empty.
We're both so fucked up,
I don't know how we're still friends.
She gets mad or sad and calls me
I get mad or sad I ignore her.
When she needs me i'm not there.
I don't mean to disappear on her,
Disappearing is what I'm best at.
I am so alone
Numbness is why I ignored her this time
I stuffed myself with food,
Just so I wouldn't be empty.
K.M.H. I'm really sorry
-Ath
