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Update on Izzy

We didn't meet up

We didn't go to the movies

We didn't hang out

We are basically friends now

I actually really liked her

But seeing there is actually no logical reason why I liked her

Made me like her less

I thought about it

She said we can be friends and I agreed

Plus she's really not over her ex

I really like singing and I post on my Snapchat story sometime so she slid up on it and told me she needed my voice bc it made her felt better

I agreed and asked her what songs she wanted me to sing

She tells me sad songs

I asked her on a specific topic like sad songs in general or relationship

She tells me relationship

So I agree

I know that she wants to cry it out and I told her she should because it would make her feel better but she says she's been feeling sad for weeks now

But I mean I get it

She's so caught up on her ex

She can't move on

And plus she sad

First I send her a video of me sing jealous on snap and she replayed it and told me thanks and it made her feel better

I said yw and went to record nothing like us for her on my camera on my phone

I spent a long time on it to make it sound the best it could and sent it to her on Snapchat and she saved the video to her camera roll

She told me thanks and I said I will send more and she said to please do because it made her feel better

Honestly I don't think my voice is even that good but I send it to her bc if it makes her feel better I would

I hope it actually does tho

And maybe she does wanna cry to it

But I hope that she gets better soon

On getting over her ex

She's so sad and I hate to hear about that

I asked her a question about all the people that have liked her in the past and in the present. ( well bc I was one of them that liked her)

I was texting this one guy that likes me at the same time so I saw that she was typing but then stopped and typed but then stopped

I accidentally opened her chat and she saw me get on and get off

It was bc I was texting that other guy too

Soon Izzy just texted

"mostly in my life was my ex and I liked this other girl but I'll tell you tomorrow"

I typed okie and I thought about what I said

Did that hurt her and make her want to cry so she just kinda ignored it

Plus she was think for awhile of what to put cause I say her typing for a while

Maybe it was too personal

But I mean I feel she might leave me on read so I guess I'm stuck here