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"32"

waiting for my special someone

I know it won't be Izzy

Most likely not

It's always like

"You won't expect it"

Or

"I will just happen"

Or

"You gotta be patient"

Well yea I know but honestly I just wanna feel that high I get when talking to someone and I only really felt that with Izzy

And no one else

Maybe that why I like her so much

Currently it's 4:45 am and I'm typing this

I think about my love life too much

Which I have none of

I was watching this tarot reading video and it sounded so accurate

Ion know why but it did

It was called

"When will you meet your soulmate"

I picked one of the cards

#3

And she said I will meet mine in 6 to 7 months

That's a long while

And she said because either me or my "soulmate" has people in there life that are toxic and they need to get rid of

My first thought was Izzy

Does she need people to get out of her life

My dumb ass thought

But she's not my soulmate

Because if she was

Wouldn't she like

Y'know

Feel something towards me

But maybe the toxic thing is me needing to let go of Izzy

And whoever my soulmate is can figure that out

The tarot reading lady said that was the only thing keeping us from "meeting"

And me and Izzy obviously met already

Sooo it can't be her

But my DUMBASS WANTS HER SO BAD

ugh whyyyy

I also need to boost up my flirt game

And work out to get a fucking hot ass body

Yea well night

or

Good Morning

Because it is 4:52 am

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